…well, there’s this.
You’re jumping all over the place and you don’t know what the fuck you’re doing. One minute you’re in a Baphomet order, next you call Lucifer, next you call arcangel Michael and archdemon Azazel, next Ziko from the 52 names of the Necronomicon.
Really?
Do you even know the 3 basic types of magick? Do you know how to begin doing the work properly?
About these curses. Do you understand how your own mental blocks fuck you up before anyone else even looks at you? Have you done anything to remove your limiting beliefs and uncross yourself? If not, how do you expect to undo what others do to you if you can’t undo what you do to yourself?
Finally. do you have any serious magickal training? Or did you just jump into this thing hoping to command the darkest demons to be your personal maid, butler, butcher, baker, candlestick maker, and shoeshine boy?
Food for thought