IFor me ascendence includes all aspects of life as well. I train my mind daily with my spirit teacher, train my will, train my memory, learn new languages, train my body, respect my body and my possessions, keep things clean and tidy. It’s all part of being my best and to always strive for greatness.
Weightloss is super hard I’m sure. Sometimes getting professional help can really do the trick if you aren’t seeing results. They can help you get a diet and meal plan in place as well as a specific workout regimen. I know it can be expensive but seeing as these things are important to you you must realize that you are worth the extra money it might take to get there.
Same with the hair loss. Either rock a bald head - who knows, maybe you will look great with it once you are down to your target weight, or get some kind of implants. I’ve had a cosmetic procedure and nobody can tell but the confidence and peace of mind I get from it is worth all the dollars.
Also- stop fucking crack heads and stop listening to them about penis size These women are not right. They trying to die
To be honest, sex is indeed dull and overrated. It’s so meaningless. It’s hard to find a genuine good person. I have decided to not date anymore and become celibate. I’m practicing sexual energy circulation and semen retention to boost my own energy and cognitive horsepower. I’m in university so I need it badly. I’m always tired after giving away my most precious assets for free… It drains your body and soul.
Thanks for the tips! Yea clean food and dieting is worth the investment. I will first concentrate on my body.
And that tinder girl was something i’ve encountered multiple times. I was surprised they were on drugs, after sex they’ve told me. I couldn’t tell they were on it. They trick me somehow into hanging out. They are pretty and yeah with endless energy.
I seem to attract druggies. But I’m calibate now.
Not in my country. I have a dad body and I never get attention from girls. Of course it’s unattractive.
My friends are 6’3” and shredded. Big chest, arms
And broad shoulders. Well they’re drowning in pussy.
Look good, get good looking girls. They bang all the hot instagram model chicks. But I must admit that it’s all a superficial party though. I’m highly sensitive and spiritual. And still my deepest desires show me that I also want the same attention that my friends get. I never got attention like that. It’s silly lol but i’m still young.
Just a personal observation. I don’t have a roving eye or fall for someone at the drop of a hat. Not one of the men I have ever truly wanted has been ‘ripped’ or skinny, they’ve all had tummies, bums, thighs, double chins and moobs in some cases.
In every case the body was a complete delight to me to play with (when I was allowed to or not put off totally by the personality inside) and responded with happiness to my ministrations and attention. I love the male body, I love the heavier male body - maybe that is just me - it’s absolute perfection to stroke and kiss.
Perhaps it’s a power thing but to see a mountain of a man that you absolutely love and desire quivering with excitement and joy that moment before he releases himself into or over you is as near as damned it my idea of perfection, made even better if he’s looking deeply into your eyes and all you can do is accept him as he is.
His waist or collarsize or the size of his dick doesn’t matter when he’s about to full body climax with you and you turn him from a mortal into your personal god.
Certainly, the act is wonderful if it’s possible and quite frankly size other than at the entrance isn’t a big deal as I can ‘massage’ him and I’ve discovered that my mind can turn a chipolata into a salami.
Forgive me, I don’t look at porn, I’ve seen it - it doesn’t represent a real man or woman. It doesn’t represent the whole ridiculous hilarity of sex, or the closeness, or the passion, the eagerness, or the sheer joy of seeing someone stark bollock naked in front of you with his mighty cocktail sausage hoisted high by the excitement and twin brussel sprouts twitching in anticipation that they might get a nibble, a kiss and a cuddle from someone who simply appreciates the man for being him!
I am sitting here with a dirty big grin on my face visualising that - ideally he’s still wearing his shirt, but other than that and a big smile - it’s all there. Oh yes… that thought will carry me through the rest of Monday… damned I can’t think of anything else.
hello my friend, i’ve purchased the kindle book recommended for you. i only wish to know what means the author when he writes for example “Invocation Psalm 140:1” for a particular demon… somebody have any idea? thanks in advance.
I am pretty good looking I am muscular I am also a personal trainer got close to many beautiful girls to train them and we were making a connection but they ran away from me all my life.
I am 26 years old a still a virgin. Because I am different spiritual and physically.
Average humans sense that and they feel the need to run away.
I am lookin to be with a succubus, they don’t care how I look nor judge me.
I am getting visits once in awhile by one but she would tease me and not come back for couple a month’s . I have a feeling lately she is angry with me that I told my encounter with her to a friend once. I made a mistake…
Call on Sallos to bring you u a real girl. Fuck being “different on spiritual and physical level” you gotta know why these girls left in the first place. Call on dantalion or astaroth to find out why. If you are using magick then there should be absolutely no reason why you should be a virgin. I mean it’s not like you don’t want to get laid. You just insecure or you have ur issues. Learn about yourself. I would also recommend watching based Zeus on YouTube, teachingmensfashion and alpham they are reallly good at explaining a lot of things. Mostly based Zeus tho cuz it’s very straight forward
and if you’re a personal trainer you shouldn’t be trying to bang your clients. Keep it classy. Go to a bar or a party meet some people get there numbers of instagrams and make some friends. Another excellent and probably my favorite YouTube channel is red pill psychology look him up. The information he gives is absolutely powerful
Here’s the thing, having a bigger penis does not make you a better lover. It just gives you a hyper inflated ego that makes you think that your lack of technique is compensated for. It’s a bit like having fast food rather than quality. Huge servings but cheap, nasty, in your face and loud.
And if you’re a woman who’s demanding bigger and bigger, seriously, you aren’t helping - I think you need to see a doctor or do some exercise.
These women are not right. They trying to die 
