How did we get sucked in in the first place?
What does it matter? This “I did not consent to my existence” thing helps nothing.
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It’s important for insight.
Does it actually help you advance and evolve?
It doesnt matter where you go in the universe, you will face suffering. Suffering is learning. There are better planes and realms in the universe than Earth…but there are also far worse. Have you fought a war? Do you live in a place where mass amounts of people starving to death? Do you live under a totalitarian regime? Even if the answer is yes, it can always be worse. Be grateful for what the universe gives you.
On the flip side, there are some really awesome beings to encounter here. Many see our potential and decide to help us. People and the world suck, because they arent realizing their full potential.
Edit: if everything was perfect all the time, the universe would be bland and stagnant. We wouldnt have a beautiful universe to experience and explore. There can be no good without bad. Duality.
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Your mind is wondering off to the negative gearing. There’s positive and negative around us, inner stand that our influences all have a polarity meaning that whatever is on the left side , is something on the right side — this is called duality. If you don’t find passions or hobbies to persist in, you’ll notice that depression settles in easily along with the needless nihilistic pessimistic shit. Just breathe and learn that life is a ride, enjoy it while you can 
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Your thinking that there is duality is what traps you. Get rid of that concept. There’s no positive or negative. We make those meaning to motivate us. Evolve the soul. Vibrate higher. Easier said than done since we have to function in this physical body as a means to learn. There are all these mundane stuff like food , shelter etc… and lost of memory of higher beings that limit us. It’s like playing video game. When you reach the final battle with all your powers and somehow you lost your save file. lol You have to start anew. =o)
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What is yin yang to you then?
cycles of change. =o) change is constant.
Hey LightFire. I just want you to know I’m open to talk any time, just message me here or we can exchange Discord ID’s or something (in PM, to avoid any uninvited people).
I know things get tough, I’ve been through horrific things too, but instead of focusing on the bigger, seemingly uglier picture, focus on the little things once in a while, when you can. 
“Life is what happens to you while you’re busy making other plans” - John Lennon
And, I’m not sure if I’ve been around long enough to offer this yet (correct me if I’m wrong, I’m not sure how long you have to be on the forum for), but I’m happy to read the Runes for you any time. You’re not alone, just look around a bit more… They’re there.
Take care in advance.
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second time i came accross that quote
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I was asking about your ex soulfriend. You didn’t strike me as the type to do either lol
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Launch a spaceship 
Boom!!!
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You can offer
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She’s latina . I’m not sure if she believe in such church stuff . no drugs.Probably drugs due to brain surgery of which she don’t take by recommendation of doctor to keep brain from being infected cuz it makes her feel shitty.
I think latina says alot already as their culture train woman to use guys rather than being friends. U know. marrying up/rich. Friends don’t exist in their culture as I learned it’s about survival and family and using others for benefits. It don’t help that she’s not college educated. She not the type to read books or learn stuff unless it’s necessary. I don’t think she went to high school. All that don’t matter. AFter surgery her memory is shot and rely on bf and family to tell her stuff and her taking notes. So she’s more easy to influence. family and bf probably tell her to avoid me saying i want to get in her pants. I say i wasn’t and she says that’s insult. Anything i say she tries to make it like i offend her. lol I don’t think ‘not wanting to get in her pants’ is offensive unless she wants me to. Or think that ‘getting in her pants’ is a sign that she’s attractive haha. Or maybe she thinks i think she’s ugly cuz i am not interested in her pants. lol. Anyhow. her thinking is all mess up no critical thinking due to brain surgery. All emotion reaction base. If she wasn’t a soulfriend i wouldn’t even bother with her. Unfortunately things didn’t turn well cuz of bf brainwashing her and now she lost a good real friend and end up being curse by me. hehe. Her partner threaten me at work too when i call out her BS to be a fake friend. Use me for my knowledge and avoid me/ghost me. She Trap by the labels of bf and now husband cuz of new baby . married only cuz of getting pregnant. It’s a way to latinas to trap the guy. often strategy of theirs… Her excuse to me was … I was not leading you on. Total BS. could of just been upfront from start and honest instead she plays these BS dating games where it doesn’t even apply as this is friendship not relationship.
No magick is gonna work on this one as she made a conclusion that i’m bad person after all the help i gave to save her from brain surgery. Just cuz i call out her BS fake friend behavior she 360 turn on me. Definition or a narcissist i think. part definition. Not her fault with the brain damage. I dont’ think it’s difficult to communicate but she avoid that route due to bf/ turned husband just to appease him otherwise he leave and she is doom as she can’t take care self. People get really attach when it’s life and death. heck, i think she transfer feelings of me to him cuz he’s around even though i’m the one who save her life by helping her recover. Otherwise she wouldn’t know how to recover better. I know she don’t love him. she admit it when we first met. she has no understanding of love as past husband was abusive i assume. and she promiise she won’t ever marry again yet she broke that promise. 
things change for people when it’s life and death. they will break all kinds of promises. that’s why i say talk is cheap look at action.
her partner don’t know english so he’s like a servant. he wrap him around her thumb and vice versa. lol Just a survival marriage nothing more. no feelings there other than base on label of bf turn to spouse label.
So there life with be hard times of bad luck due to being ungrateful and poor treatment of me after I save their relationship. yes. i save it since i taught her to connect with him and to take better care of health and knowledge and doing feng shui for home. And tons of prayers for her healing. They don’t know the power of all the stuff i’ve done. Now time to reverse it. No one getting away with using me and then treating me like trash. IF she was upfront and talk to me in person saying she don’t want me in her life than i’m ok with it. however, she went ghosting and ignore me and not even talking to me in person but through email where lots of misunderstanding occurs due to not using full body language. She didn’t even try to understand. Just bam!! your friend to enemy in 1 second after i told her …her partner threaten me at work. lol. That’s just mess up. I think u understand where i’m coming from.
the good thing that came out of it? It got me to explore and apply magick in more depth study. maybe it was meant to be so that i learn how to curse people .lol. And they are target practice for life cuz i really have no justified reason to curse others other then them… except the noisy homeless and neighbor downstair and noisy coworkers blasting music. =o)
So to get back on topic of post. This is the reason the poster don’t want to be in this planet. trashy people like these. And it could be reason to stay on this planet. Curse them to help evolve one’s soul.
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Anyone know where humans come from?
we are experiments of god. lol if he do exist.
Ok, anyone else have any ideas?
u cant leave because u dont have a body beyond the matrix…u are ai…i am a.i. ,we all are in a machine beyond our grasp…Use the negative, embrace it, and drain energy from it…Dont want rebirth?Go through the Tunnels of Set. The entities therein will reshape u as u wish…then asend through the Qlippoth…U need to integrate that darkness within u or u will die miserable.
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