Hi guys. So I dunno much about evocation, but I am doing much to manifest reconciliation with somebody from my past.
I am doing a white magick love/lust spell which does not violate free will, I intend to use another lust spell which also does not violate free will that I got from this site.
I have been sending psychic messages to this woman AND her fiancee, basically telling them how their relationship seems only on the surface to be healthy while actually being codependant and highly likely to end in divorce, following past patterns in this woman’s life.
I have also been sending her telepathic messages urging her to leave her fiancee and reconcile with me, explaining that only putting her ideals and learned lessons regarding forgiveness and self healing into PRACTICE gives them any real meaning, and she knows this. I explain that as perfect mirrors for each other, our abandonment of each other is a means of playing out a recurring pattern of abandonment rooted in C-PTSD dude to early traumatic experiences which caused us to internalize the false notion of being broken, worthless and deserving of abandonment. I tell her that by forgiving and loving each other and by reconnecting, we are putting into practice a very important act of self healing, wherein we reconcile with, forgive, unconditionally love and invest in that scared, traumatized infant that feels abandoned and reassuring it that it is okay and it is rightly loved. I make clear that tak is cheap and only by DOING do we actually prove we mean it when we say we’ve learned our lessons, forgiven ourselves and others and healed and moved on in life. I tell her there is a difference between moving on from one’s past and running away from it. I tell her that tRUE moving on is to bury the hatchet and reconcile, because you view the disowned self in me as worthy of reconnection and love and forgiveness and appreciation. Running away is abandoning the self she sees in me.
I send messages to both her and her fiancee explaining how and why she is using him, how and why he allows himself to be duped into it, what they both codependently get out of it, how this is not love and how this is bound to end in divorce, abondmenment, heartache, more burned bridges and suffering for all involved.
I send her messages explaining how our reconciliation is crucial to our self love and self healing, because it affirms our intent with ACTION.
I have sent prayers/messages to all three of our higher selves asking for aid in the matter and urging them to better connect with their earthly selves by directing them towards calling off the marriage, at least temporarily, and directing my ex-friend and I to reconcile.
I am now looking to evoke her astral body so that I can get this across more directly and powerfully. I haven’t really developed my clairs much. Mostly clairaudience. But I intend to do what I can and I have a vivid imagination to help me.
I am urging them to do this FAST because it is important to avoid tying the know and locking themselves into an unhealthy codependant toxic relationship.
I make clear that working on her relationship with ME is what is healthy for both of us, and letting her fiancee go to work on himself and find the woman he is MEANT to be with is best and healthiest for HIM.
I am looking to tell this to their astral bodies BOTH.
I send love and stuff telepathically as well to her.
I also intend to evoke Clementia, King Belial or Set and Anat, Au Set and Amaterasu to aid in this matter.
King Belial and Set I have sigils for, Astarte/Anat has the Asteroth sigil, and I can figure out something for Au Set. I have Amaterasu’s sigil shared on these forums, otherwise I might have used the “Land of the Rising Sun” flag.
I would like some help in doing this.
What must be done to evoke her astral body?
What must be done to evoke Clementia and these other afformentioned deities as a Neophyte?
I feel time is of the essence.
I am also pushing full steam ahead on my life goals, writing raps so I can start making money online making music, knowing this is aligning myself with bringing this manifestation to fruition.
I feel getting off my ass and showing the courage to chase my dreams is critical to getting her off of her ass to motivate her to take the plunge and reconnect with me. I can TELL she wants to, yet attempts to reach out have been met with blocking. Why? Because of above stuff I talked about mostly, and because she is AFRAID to take the plunge. Procrastination mixed with false reports of progress to convince herself she is moving forward when she takes zero action. I am rectifying that by taking action myself, knowing it aligns me with her taking action towards me and having the same courage to do what is truly in her heart to do: reconcile with me and heal herself, practicing self love together because we are one.
Any help is appreciated. Thanks.