Thanks.
I don’t care if it’s a curse at this point. Hell, I don’t care if it’s baneful magick. I’m not looking to tell her what to do, I just want to get across to her how I feel and what I think. I just want her to be AWARE of it so she has to deal with it. If she wants to keep finding new ways to bullshit herself and avoid responsibility, fine. At least she won’t be able to escape the fucking perspective, you know?
I dunno if that’s a curse, but I want to go all out.
I dunno if I intend to “harass”
I would rather get it all out and ensure I got it to her in one night if I can.
But I’ll do it as many times as I think I need to to ensure that I have really gotten in ALL out and I have ensured it has successfully been delivered to her, so she can’t escape it. she can DEAL with it however she wants, but she can’t block it out of her life like a selfish cunt. She is going to have to FACE it. I wont dictate how she is to handle it. I just want her to be held accountable. I just want her to KNOW where I stand and why, and how it feels on my end.
I just want her to have to face it, realize it and deal with it. She can handle it how she wants, but I want it on her mind and I want her to have to FACE IT.
And then I just want to be COMPLETELY and utterly donion rings with her ass.
How do I know if it reached her though?
I’m still a neophyte. I just want to get this out of me, and into her. I want her to deal with it. And then I want my closure and I want my life back.
So how do I get confirmation? Can I ask the spirits, like King Belial for instance, to help me on THAT front? They wouldn’t be messing with her, they’d just be reporting to me that she got the message and that she is in fact having to FACE IT, and then tell me what the results are and update me if there’s anything they think I should know.
What do you think of that idea? Would that work?