Hello everyone. My apologies if this has been asked before, but I’ve been searching the forum, and I haven’t found an answer to this.
A couple of months ago, I used The Letter of Intent and asked Lilith to send me one of her daughters for a short-term relationship. I wanted to see what it was like to be with a succubus before committing to anything long term.
I do the sword banishing every night, but that night I didn’t vanish so she could reach me without any problems. I fell asleep, and she did come. She spoke to me audibly for a long while, while I was in a half-asleep state. I couldn’t understand what she was saying. But by her tone of voice, for lack of a better word, she was bitching. She clearly wasn’t happy about her task, and I get it. She was sent to me for a one-night stand basically.
Some time later, I fell asleep completely and I had a dream of having sex with her. I didn’t feel any pleasure or anything. I experienced the whole thing like a dream. For people that have succubus lovers, is it always like this? Or can you actually feel your succubus?
Anyway, I didn’t hear from her anymore after that night.
I’ve been wanting to ask Lilith for a long-term relationship with one of her daughters for a while, someone different, but I’ve been hesitant. I’ve read that it can be difficult to end things with a succubus once she’s in your life. So my question is, if I decide to end my relationship with a new succubus down the road, could I create another letter to Lilith and tell her I no longer want to be with her daughter? Would vanishing and protecting myself during the night send her the message I don’t want her in my life anymore?
I really want to do things right. Even with human relationships, no matter how ideal the person can be for you, it may not work out.