I’ve been trying to convince myself anything exists ranging from demons and angels to just ghosts in general. I’ve studied psychology for the majority of my life and believe it’s really took a toll on acquiring any type of spiritual belief. I would be happy to believe in superstition or anything really in the spirit realm in general.
Are there any daily exercises or ways to train myself to believe that entities other than humans exist? I’ve done daily meditation for 15 mins daily for about half a year now but just view it as a way to empty the mind. It doesn’t really relax me and I am unable to feel any type of spiritual presence while doing so. I’ve attempted praying to Baal, Lilith, and Lucifer before meditating hoping to hear or see something and again, no results.
I might be hardheaded and I’m really trying to stop thinking logically and scientifically but it’s so I ground in me that it frightens me that it may be fighting a losing battle unless I could forget everything i know and start over.
Can anyone reference me a book or series of exercises/routines/rituals I can perform daily to just have some sort of faith that something outside this reality exists?
Thanks so much!