How do you know when something is a life lesson or if a spirit doesn’t like you but still stays?

I’ve been going through hell and back figuratively for the past couple of months. I needed to leave my abusive family and so I did that. I wanted an undergraduate degree and so I’m getting that done; problem is is that I asked Belial to help with getting me into a school after trying to get into an Ivy League for a whole year. I decided to just pick a school and so I picked this school bc I thought it’d be great and it’s on my Jupiter line. Unfortunately, it is nothing but difficult, I’m dealt with so many problems I no longer can stay.
My finances took a dark turn, I now can’t afford housing after telling Belial that I didn’t like my roommate and I rather live alone in a different room. Then I couldn’t afford basic necessities to live. I called Lucifuge, first thing he did was laugh at me. Now wtf. I knew from the laugh that it wasn’t anything good, I can tell it was going to be some bs. Then I’ve dealt with physical and mental health problems so big, that I unfortunately cannot go on like this for another quarter, so I have to leave. It was my absolute dream to go to school and I have a gut feeling the Goetic spirits are ruining it for me.
I called Archangel Gabriel and other angels to banish Belial and other cynical spirits, but he fuckin came back a couple days ago to get into my dreams and I had to literally fight him off. Thankfully I won, but then he came back with his bs nightmares and headaches trying to get my attention. Of course I ignored him. Then he came back again with some bullshit proposal of something I never asked of him. I don’t know what’s there problem but I’m a bit tired and overwhelmed. I even told them to fuck off and if there was a problem, they can just astral project me to wherever the hell they are and I can fix it. I’m definitely more violent with them, their energy no longer resonates with me and I’m willing to fight them off instead of calling Archangel Gabriel every month to banish them for good. I’m over it and I unfortunately have nothing to lose bc I’ve been stripped of all things good. I’m now in quarrels with the housing department at school, my mental health took a dark dip, people at this school are getting more vile (every quarter it seems like I encounter a rude/nasty individual), my finances are horrendous (can’t afford another quarter of school), and now I have to choose either homelessness or going back to abusive family members that are going to strip me of even more good things in life. On top of that, I have to deal with people on social media being rude and stealing my work and putting their name on it. I know the Goetic spirits saw my progress on social media bc I keep a whiteboard on my fridge and I update it every weekend with my progress and now my progress has been slow and people are taking my work and profiting off of it.
How df do I get rid of all of them, they are annoying and they are carelessly breaking things? I wish I never partook in witchcraft, I absolutely think my life would’ve been way better without it. I have banished and I have a protective barrier that the archangel’s built, how df are they bypassing it? Omfg

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This is long, but I don’t know how to shorten this post without getting all the needed details in. :upside_down_face:

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It sounds like there’s just way tooo much chaotic emotional energy flying around.

I think it might be an idea to banish the lot of them for now, use the “Grey Rock” technique on all and any roomates or other people that bother you but aren’t directly needed by you to continue, and batten down the hatches to just focus on your studies and only your studies.

Pushing the energy of all these randoms out and being stubborn and narrow about your focus will tell the universe where your priorities are and attract more of the energy you want instead of more of this crazy making.

Banish and cleanse, take a salt bath and visualize all unwanted energy flowing away into the water to be flushed down the drain. Then ward the place so nothing can come back. Then shield yourself and others so tiff can’t be affected when not at home.

Finally , I found Herbalist here, No High Rank Demons will harm you without Reason , may Low Rank or imposter pretend that They are Belial or demons

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I’ve tried damn near everything. Banishing, warding, the whole nine yards. But one in particular comes back quickly. Do you know anything about cloaking myself spiritually?

Last night, they were attacking me and spitting out vile words. I could’ve sworn one of the spirits had the same energy as Belial, but idk. I was going to contact Naamah because I really would like to start anew and she resonates with me heavy. But then a video was sent to me before I could ask for help with something serious and I got the feeling that she did not want to work with me.

But most importantly, I think I need to figure out how to banish, k**, or expel this out. My skin feels weird and I’m getting agitated.

Yes.

Cloaking works better when the attacker doesn’t know you’re there. This one knows you exist and can look past anything just by asking “where is she if I could see what the cloak?” This is where astral combat is very different than the physical, the physic aspect is a matter or wits and psychology more than brawn.

But to hide I use two main methods -

  1. set my intention that all things unwanted are commanded to “do not see me”, that their attention slides off me and they don’t register my presence.
  2. use “decoys” where I create several thoughtforms that look and feel like me, and set them about looking like they’re doing me things, one a say a grocery store, one is gardening, one is reading in the bath… and dial up their brightness while you bring ours in close to you and stay intentionally dim, and set alarms on them so I know if they get attacked, but they are then distractions that buy time to react or completely keep attention off the real me.

Me, I’d make an example of that one in particular and attack it, tap it and kill it. Call it a fortunate opportunity that’s it’s volunteering to take the fall.

They’ll all see that and it will make them more careful of you - “si vis pacem para bellum” - if you want peace, prepare for war, meaning, be able to enforce your boundaries so harshly nothing attacks you because you made that just a stupid thing to do.

I did happen to just update my “kill it with fire” concept by adding it to the parasites tutorials if you want to try that. But that thread has many techniques that also worked for people less aggressive than me. Raziel is mentioned there and get’s reports of being very helpful. I didn’t think this before as I assumed you’d already browsed it, but it has been updated.

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