Hi all, this is probably going to make a lot of people concerned but firstly I just want to acknowledge that I know what I did was insanely stupid. I was young and honestly had no experience besides research. I had no clue what I was getting into. I just want to know if i’ll be ok, and if not what I can do.
I was always interested in the concept of faustian bargains for fame and fortune all the way back to when I was 15. At 16 or 17 I had tried to enter a contract with Lucifer to make me 6’6 and the greatest basketball player of all time and detailed I wanted this done within 6 months (I know this might seem like I’m joking but i’m completely serious.) In the contract I said if he gives me all of those things he can take me away in X amount of years (I don’t remember what I put.) There was more details as to the timeline and I signed it in my own blood and burnt it. Obviously pretty much nothing on the contract came to fruition.
Again, I tried to make a crossroads deal by going down to the crossroads and telling out that if they give me a powerball jackpot win that next day they could take me away in ten years. I tried to do this 2-3 times. Obviously, I didn’t win the jackpot.
I just want to know if doing this is going to have severe implications in this life or the next. I read something on a forum here that my soul could get eaten and it really frightened me. I obviously don’t know what i’m messing with and need some guidance from people who do. I was young and dumb. Please be kind.
After we told you this was a myth and not real last year?
No, you’re good. Crossover energy in different incarnations doesn’t work like that anyway. It’s more like, things that really really affected you become interests that draw you to do them again in your next life.
But it doesn’t sound like you’ve done any actual magick yet… but have you received any signs or results from anything you’ve done at all?
First off, yeah I went through with it anyways. Young and dumb. Should have listened.
Secondly, I haven’t practiced at all besides my attempts listed here. I haven’t seen any results from such, except a black crown dead on the walkway to the crossroads while going down there one night. I’ve always been weirdly drawn to it however. I do a lot of research on all of it. I’ve however paid for rituals and have seen good results.
Thank you! I really want to learn as much as I can before getting started. I really hope what i’ve done before isn’t going to come back up or cause me any problems.
