Hi
For a while now, I’ve been struggling with a very negative entity attachment. I got a severe lower back injury at the gym many years ago. The result was hernia, and chronic inflammation in the muscle tissue around the damage. This is where everything really began.
I got no help from the healthcare system, so I suffered from severe pain and its overall impact on life in general for a long time. My long-term relationship started to really decline from it aswell. I had a job and daily life to attend to while I had to deal with this so it took a severe toll on me mentally aswell as physically. I tried physical exercises, dietary changes and you name it. Most of this was just a temporary release. So the years went by, and I started doing heavy inner work around this.
I now know for certain that I have a negative entity attached, and its connected to this situation. This is no ordinary leech. It’s something else. Far more advanced and intelligent. It can even fight back. And it works like a “hive/portal”. It attracts lesser parasites aswell. It’s attached at the left side of my body. On the lower part of the hip bone.
From there, it enters my body and travels up along the ribs and my back to my forehead. It also goes along the leg down to my feet. I feel it on both sides of the body, but the left side is definitely worst and this is where the actual attachment is. It’s primarily rooted in my root and sacral chakra (In a dream, it actually felt like I carry a literal curse in my sacral chakra).
These areas are extremely infected. It causes severe sleep issues, depression, fatigue and IBS syndrome from hell (to name a few). I’m just sick and exhausted from dealing with this for so many years, and I’m on the brink of ending my own life due to the acceptance of the fact that this dark entity/curse/whatever just won over me.
The pain it causes me is becoming too much and I feel like it’s a burden I just can’t carry anymore. I can’t fight this by myself anymore. I need help so I might aswell give it a last chance and ask here on this forum if anyone have any tips or know some kind of community of people dealing with stuff like this, or anyone strong enough in general able to help me remove this. As I said, this is something far worse than the lesser kind of parasites you can remove with a mantra or meditation. I’ve done a lot of progress with this over the years, but I’m just out now. I have no fight left in me.
I’ve done a lot of magic. Sometimes it works, but sometimes this entity uses it against me. It feels like it blocks my influx of higher spiritual vibrations. I’m just not strong enough magically to deal with it. And to be honest, I don’t think this is something that’s possible to remove by a simple ritual either. I’d probably need long-term support and help from someone professional in dealing with stuff like this. If you have any suggestions, or any experiences of your own to share, please feel free to enlighten me on the matter. Thanks in advance.
