Hello today and have happy magic weekend !
My name is Marks69 (Markus) I’m 54 years old, male and live in europe now we have smooth warm weather here.
I be like to be an adept, always seekign the truth, but I make myself free from any religious dogma.
Two years ago I began with meditation, I have strong feelings to the Shiva meditations, they helped me alot in my life, yes sometimes I get stranges ideas in my mind, can not say if they are real, typing thes ideas in google I not find any answers, strange.
Like empty my mind one day a week meditate 3-4 hours sometimes my back spine shakes; I hope I can awake my kundalini one day I need to be creative for my new online business 10 years ago I was bankcrupt) it was hard for me to jump over my own shadow, I shame myself that I have waste the last 10 years of my life.
The last days I was lurking a little bit around this forum reading some posts, I feel you people here a serious not like these childisch witchcraft occult sites…
I hope I be welcome here. I like to find a wise spirit, can answer my questions about my past, my next reincarnation, what to do for my online business to gain wealth and maybe find a new wife in my life.
Yes another strange thing too in my life;
I not have problems with women, I can have friendship with them or with some others fun, a funny night and se##x…have stromng feelings to south american latin women can not explain it, but here comes the part; find a women to marry- no chance, I wish I know what the culprit here is.
Ok I be here on walk on a new path in m ylife to find a wise genius spirit.(not abuse them).
So I wish here all a happy weekend and I will be happy when you welcome me.