Update- more positive happenings.
My specific person replied again today, this time much more positively as she sent me two messages and they were much softer than before so I feel I’m definately moving in the right direction now…
So I spent much of today forgiving her when I thought of her, and immediately doing a clearing ritual as soon as I felt angry or fearful about her… I think it has made a big difference, she must have picked up on the more positive energy. So I sent her two messages at 5pm- very sincere, apologising for my behaviour and telling her I should have trusted her more etc, I made sure the second part was light hearted and positive… after I sent her the messages, I performed a candle magick ritual, similar to EA Koetting’s standard one… followed by focusing on results magick on several of the Sigils related to love from the Zanna Blaise 72 Sigils of power book… I then did one 15 minute meditation based on self love from Agnes Vivarelli’s channel. I think I am close to a solid blueprint of how to pull someone back who has lost virtually all feeling for you now…
She seems much more like the old version of her who liked me before now… though these are just messages and we haven’t chatted on the phone, so am cautiously optimistic recognising a lot more needs to be done… I’m not going to be complacent though, I know why I messed up so I’m going to make sure my internal changes are permanant to make sure it doesn’t happen again and this relationship can start to move… but the hard work seems to be paying off 
