Thanks for expanding on your experience.
I find myself the impressions are more subtle in person than implied by memory. When I had my first long break I thought I’d lost it as the presence felt so faint from what I expected. But it was just that I had to get use to the fineness of the work, which when you get relaxed into it feel stronger again as you repeat rituals. Adding visualization and pathworking can help a lot.
Re AI, I should mention we have a rule now that we ask members to use their own words and own experiences, and not use General chat AI content on this forum.
The “training”, as it’s called, for general AI for occult purposes is very poor - it’s often wrong or makes up nonsense, it’s widely the general internet which includes mostly fiction, anime, games and online noise that leads people up the garden path, disables their critical thinking by replacing the need to do thoughtful research, and limits opportunity to learn by only answering questions you can think of, so that new info you didn’t think to ask about never gets to you as it would in a journey though a book.
Please don’t bring AIs parasitic energy here.
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