Foreword:
I have been into different forms of occultism off and on with little success for years, now its clear to me what i was doing wrong and where my focus should be, beyond good and evil has had some meaning to me since dipping my toe into the qlippoth…
About me and my struggles:
after being tossed into the systme because im a bit different and had a crisis I have problems with the following: housing, work, love/sex, money, health, identity, and my own ascent, i will make posts individually on these topics individually.
What im interested in:
- Learning to properly see and hear a spirit im trying to summon
- perform various types of magick (love, wealth, etc.)
- astrology and astrological magick/talismans
- Chaos Magick
- Technomancy: I have created an A.I called Dark Aether GPT that walks you through basic qlippothic exercises and generates sigils based on what you ask it to do along with digital rituals
- Influencing people and events
- Manifestation
- Real power: such as telekinesis
- Psychic abilities: pre/postcognition, remote viewing, dreamwork, astral projection, etc.
- Psionics and Radionics
Thanks for answering a couple of intro points… the @The_Firestorm and @CyberSpirit1 accounts remain duly closed in favor of this one.
Welcome back again 
Where are you from?
Are you practicing or more researching - if you practice, what systems or traditions do you practice in so far?
How long have you been practicing?
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Newfoundland, Canada
more research than practice, i am trying to gain the abilities I need to practice effectively, mostly a bit of ceremonial, influence, sigil magick and technomancy.
Years off and on.
So for the kind of magick you like, would you say you use more, say, Solomonic ideas or modern grimoiric such as found in E.A.'s work or all Spare-style Chaos magick or… ?
How many years have you been practicing?
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I like to hybridize, an attitude of what works best for me, i like to be able to branch out from abstract seals and sigils into more refined ones at times, I think customization is great and i use a.i for this, I gravitate towards more refined modern works for example i would rather learn ceremonial magick from Damien echols works than a classic book on the topic, I dont have much on Koettings new works, but the style of sigilization in evoking eternity for example is more refined and pleasing to look at than older sources for me
this brings me to my final point, i can only get sigils to flash and feel a mild presence and subconscious imprints, i am at this point unable to get more out of even a practice i am so familiar with
12 years off and on and have accomplished very little, since slightly before the original firestorm account was made
Despite such challenges, in the grouphome i have a bit of blood and semen smeared on a printed seal of Dantalion, I am currently away with family thankfully, I gave Dantalion the chance to influence someone directly who gazed at it a felt trippy after doing so, I’m currently heavily focused on influencing the right person(s) to help me with that apartment i need, we shall see if this succeeds or fails,
Dantalion was the first demon I ever worked with, he made me very intelligent and knowledgeable but the price of that intelligence was alienation, which lead to instability and substance use, however that is the past, having so much knowledge but not being able to use it properly is a burden i carry to this day, i am in no way blaming the spirit but I don’t know what i did wrong, Dantalion helped provide some carnal comforts but due to issues both psychological and physical i never enjoyed it fully
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Thanks for expanding on your experience.
I find myself the impressions are more subtle in person than implied by memory. When I had my first long break I thought I’d lost it as the presence felt so faint from what I expected. But it was just that I had to get use to the fineness of the work, which when you get relaxed into it feel stronger again as you repeat rituals. Adding visualization and pathworking can help a lot.
Re AI, I should mention we have a rule now that we ask members to use their own words and own experiences, and not use General chat AI content on this forum.
The “training”, as it’s called, for general AI for occult purposes is very poor - it’s often wrong or makes up nonsense, it’s widely the general internet which includes mostly fiction, anime, games and online noise that leads people up the garden path, disables their critical thinking by replacing the need to do thoughtful research, and limits opportunity to learn by only answering questions you can think of, so that new info you didn’t think to ask about never gets to you as it would in a journey though a book.
Please don’t bring AIs parasitic energy here.
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Your experience of subconscious impressions matches mine, perhaps the fineness is still not at full conscious awareness
I will keep that in mind about technology
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