You’re completely entitled to your opinions, BALG is not an echo chamber and we’re not a bunch of snowflakes that get upset because you see things differently. Hopefully you are not going to get offended that we won’t automatically believe you either. 
What we ask you not do to here is preach a One True Way of approaching magick. That is against the rules. You are not the single source of truth on magick. You have your truth, and your truth is cool too!
What you do have, is what works for you and your experience, and we’d love to hear why you think what you do, but we don’t much care to be told what to think. 
What we also don’t do here is Role Playing and Larping, and we don’t mind if you want to call yourself the “Lord High Poobah of the Moon” or Napoleon or whatever, that’s not important here: you’re human like the rest of us, (only humans get the privilege to post on BALG) so, if you bring good info and experience, then great!
If you hoped to get automatic respect based on your UGP about how special you are, you might be in the wrong place… respect must be earned. 
If we can help you out with your thing, great, we have a Request thread where you can ask for magick work (it’s 100 percent voluntary) and a Scans and Swaps thread for readings.
Welcome and have fun. 