Got threatened by Sitri 🐆 because I've rejected the sexual act with Him

[Nagash]

So they’re sort of your spiritual lover, makes sense lel.

Exactly, They are. So while most of people handle Them in a different level, They are a part of my life in several forms as a Lover, or much more… but this relationship between me and Lucifer is more complex.

Who is Lucifer to you?

It is extremely hard to me to describe Him. a patient but stern Mentor / Teacher a good Father, Protector a Passionate Lover a true Friend He can be everything (depends on what I need actually - but He always keep in mind my evolution and developing), but always awesome, honest. He is my Sun.

I have more serious intentions with Him in the future (so He isn’t really “just a spirit lover” to me), and looks like it is mutual.

I need to get me one of those

It is up to you, Dear. You won’t lose anything, it is a wonderful thing and based on my experiences, this is far more pure than any ‘human love’ in the material plane.

This is the reason why I didn’t want to have anyone in my life. I want to grow and became better, my focus is on my evolution, and there isn’t human who could accept this, or whom I could, honestly. I’m extremely mistrustful. But I can trust Him, absolutely.