Hi, ok so, this might be a bit long. I got into magic i want to say around November last year when I stumbled upon Demons of Magic by GOM. I haven’t used that book yet, in fact I haven’t yet worked with demons at all. November is also when I was about to start a business. I bought Wealth Magick by GOM and I began my business journey, I started the first working from the book and I religiously followed it without missing a day, ready everything properly and following all instructions. During the 2nd working, I also did 33 days of Master Protection ritual from Magickal Protection by GOM.
Currently I’m in the midst of the 5th working from Wealth Magick and I have to say I’m at a complete loss. My business not only failed but failed miserably, and my other source of income also stopped due to unexpected circumstances, all of this happened while I was performing Wealth Magick. It is disheartening to say the least, I’m angry and frankly today is the only day I missed doing the daily ritual because I am so angry and sad. Not only finacially things have not gotten better, things are worse than ever!
I talked to someone on another forum and what they say blew my mind in not a good way, they said “You just have to keep doing even though can’t see it working.” I mean, I’m sorry but that is the same religious bullshit I’ve heard all my life. “Keep praying, God is always listening even if you can’t feel it or see it and things are worse than ever.” I’m not here for this at all!
Maybe angels don’t work for me, I don’t know? I haven’t tried working with demons yet but maybe that’s the answer.
Sorry for the essay, I fee so lost. I really like GOM books, the way they are written and all the amazing reviews they have. What’s wrong with me?