I dove in way too fast…but the last 8 months or so I had a soul come to me in human form then literally try to take me over. Tried to change my destiny, my body, turned me into a blank slate and actually tried to take my life force. A couple months before I met this soul as a human woman, my previous partner saw my solar plexus turning from a golden to a dull yellow color. Today she finally asked me if I could send her into the next life (I’m still learning my role on that level and why I even did have a say in that) but I still feel her effects…she also spoke of one of her past lives being pissed at my ancestors (supposedly one of my ancestors killed her in a past life) and she was very mentally unstable/depressed and made that worse for me with the issues I already deal with. Others that can see were seeing my energy as a different color as well during this time. How can I be sure she’s gone and get my energy back? I apologize if this sounds like too much.
Edit: towards the end of this, she used to live in a town I worked and lived in for most of 2021 but I met her living across the country. On her finding out I moved back here she started asking me to visit the hospital she was born at, visit her grandparents graves and even inform me of where her dead dog was buried to go visit. I should add, I have a connection to souls crossing over and have since I was about 15 (I felt my own grandfather try to sink his claws in before he passed at the exact time he did) with no knowledge of any of this world/still being christian brainwashed at that time in my life. So is this something to explore also?
One possibility here is that this state of hers attracted (or could have been caused by) parasitic attachment. With the inmate energy work you did that parasite could also have infected you and that’s what’s upsetting your energy system and causing you to feel drained.
You could also have picked up attachments of bot parasites and/or a human ghost at the hospital. We were just talking about that here:
Parasitization is such a common problem we collected together a bunch of member tutorials on it here:
It’s low hanging fruit to eliminate as a possible cause of issues first.
Yes, I do this and I the term I use is “psychopomp”. You can help entities die the 2nd death and escort them safely to the appropriate next stop. I usually use the imagery of the River Styx but there are others that work. Other terms are Valkyrie, Morrighan, Shaman.
If you haven’t yet the first thing I’d do is look for unwanted attachments and cleanse and banish these, then ground and have a nice balancing and cleansing salt bath with Epsom salts. Release any left over unwanted energy into the water to be flushed away when you get out.
After that if it’s still not cleared up work and identifying more deeply attached entities may be helpful.
Where does the soul swap idea come in? It doesn’t sound like anything was switched out?
And not for nothing, while you’re at it get a full vitamin panel bloodwork done, and check for common deficiencies in things like Vit D, B12, Magnesium, your Thyroid/hormones and other issues that are known to cause feelings of low energy.
Thank you…I never went to any of those places. Physically all the labs came back okay but meds I got put on made me less healthy than I’ve ever been in my life so I’m healing from that but this interaction with her made it all so much worse. I no longer even had thoughts or an internal monologue for months. That’s what it felt like also…helping her soul cross over but her latching onto mine and trying to take some life force with her.