His name echoes in my mind, it started some days ago, but I knew that I’ll work with Him later. Even my Patron and Lucifer are confirmed this “vision”. But I don’t want it too fast.
I was on my bathroom, and showered. After I finished, I grabbed my towel and clothes and I was ready to get back my room when I suddenly I felt a smell. It was blood. I looked down and saw both my legs bleeding heavily.
I rarely cut myself with a razor, but I saw the end result of it. Nonetheless, the amount of blood was abnormally much! Then suddenly a feeling… no, some kind of “whispering” hit me:
“Go to your room”
“Take a paper!”
“Draw the Sigil”
“Give me your blood!”
“Take a paper! Draw the Sigil! Give me your blood!”
Somehow I changed inside as long as this happened. I was under this whole thing. But I did what I heard. I finished with drawing the Sigil, and I let my blood drain to it.
“Touch it to your bleeding feet!” (The Sigil)
I was “shocked”. I was sitting on the chair without any clothes and I was like: What? Why did you want me to do that?
But it continued:
“Touch it to your bleeding feet!” - Again and again.
Then I did it, and at that moment I felt myself… “I’ve” got a rise because of it.
It feelt like a delight, a strange “orgasm”. My body is shaked a bit, until I felt this kind of enjoyment, while my breathing became heavily. But I’m sure it is came absolutely not from me!
I still feel the taste of blood in my mouth. And it took a long time before the bleeding stopped. I used a lot of blood for it, and I tried to clean up after this whole situation.
Now my mind clean again.