April 17th 2022
Called upon King Paimon. He came pretty fast. One of the things i asked him is to help me clear my mind and home from negative energies and spirits by his will and power. I come to BALG after ritual and this what i find:
Also, I wanted to added the bornless ritual to my future summoning ceremony and i remember mike bee wrote it somewhere:
April 20 2022
Today is my birthday and I planning to set one spiritual goal to master before my next birthday which is rising kundalini. I found a post here in BALG about it and found the explanation and technique is really good. So i thought i should post it here in my journal.
" The Infernal Middle Pillar
The ‘Infernal Middle Pillar’ is a dynamic technique of stimulating the energy centres of the body.
This ritual has its origins with the Golden Dawn. It was felt, however, that the use of Hebrew names of power were not suitable for the Left Hand Path in all situations, so this version was devised. It has since become a favorite with Satanists that I have taught it to, and in some cases has replaced the original version altogether…for those of you unfamiliar with such rituals, it is the Western Magickal version of the eastern system of working with the subtle energy systems of the body.
The eastern system of working with the base chakra first and raising the ‘kundalini’ up through the energy centres to the crown chakra is advisable only under the guidance of an experienced Yoga master in most cases, as some of the techniques can be dangerous. The reason for this is that the energy in the base chakra is raw sexual energy, which is the psycho-spiritual equivalent of nitro glycerin. If the energy passes up to quickly through the chakras, and somehow gets stuck at one of the centres, it can cause obsessions, neurosis, or emotional imbalance.If the energy manages to blast its way through all the energy centers to the crown chakra. one may indeed receive ‘enlightenment’ or insanity, depending on individual responses.
The Middle Pillar ritual starts from the top (crown) and works-down through the centres and earths the energy (completes the circuit) at the feet. Since we start from the ‘divine’ energy sphere and draw the energy down through the centres, each one is purified and activated in a gentle and gradual way. Do not make the error of assuming that it is not potent, however. If performed correctly, it is very powerful. I had a student who was not quite himself at the time he performed this rite, and he collapsed! so another thing to be aware of is, one must be in good health when doing rites such as these, if you are uncertain of things such as heart, respiratory, and blood pressure etc, a trip to your doctor may be in order.
The benefits of the Middle Pillar are:
The Middle Pillar represents just that, the central pillar on the Kabbalisitic Tree of Life. (See reading list.)
Here is the Infernal Middle Pillar Ritual:
After about six months of doing this ritual, you may begin to experience unusual phenomena. This is because you have been working with and activating previously unused energy centres. You may experience small or large floating lights. You may even have the occasional manifestation of astral entities. But I must stress that these phenomena are all harmless. They are only manifestations of the fact that you have been awakening your Astral senses. In the next lesson I will be giving you techniques of moving the energy that you have been activating with this ritual.
For those of you that are serious about cultivating magickal power a good format for daily practice would be as follows:
Copied from Basic Satanic Rites and Exercises
" The Banishing Rite of the Dark Lord
All Magickal traditions teach a ‘clearing’ rite of some kind. Banishing rituals are not, as some ignorantly presume, to banish “evil” spirits from the magicians temple. Rather, their purpose is to remove all extraneous ‘vibrations’, energies, and/or mental thought forms not consistent with the aims of the magician. You are creating, with this rite, a focal point for the powers of darkness to manifest.
The inverse Pentagram of Earth is mentioned in this rite, I will provide links to material that contains all the forms of the Pentagram that you will ever need. More on this later.
I will give the bare bones of the ritual first, and then I will give the ‘inner’ work that must be going on within the Magician to make this rite (or indeed any other rite) effective. This is where all that practice with meditation and visualization is put to use in a ritual format. Here, summed up, are the benefits of the rite:
Here now is the Banishing Rite of the Dark Lord, a revision of the Golden Dawn’s “Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram” using names more congenial to Satanists:
Explanations on the text:
Step one is self explanatory. To draw the cross of light (not the Xtian cross, let that be very clear) with your two fingers (middle and forefinger extended, other two fingers clasping thumb to palm of hand), visualize a beam of light following your finger tips to the areas of the body mentioned. The Cross is visualized as extending out to infinity. not stopping at the left or right shoulder and genitals but as an infinite line in all four directions, you! are the ‘star’ in the middle.
Regarding the Four Quarters (steps 6 to 9): You may change the order if you prefer. Start in the quarter that suits you best. Many Satanists start in the West. Others with a Luciferian bent may prefer to begin in the East, in which case you start with “LUCIFER!” Wherever you start, proceed anti-clockwise.
When drawing the Pentagram of Earth, it is visualized in flaming red as you draw it before you, arm outstretched (use Dagger if you have) and then stab the centre as you vibrate the Daemon’s name. Visualize the Daemons as follows:
These visualizations are not written in stone, but are a stepping stone to facilitate communion. The Daemons will give you their own images peculiar to you in time.
Vibration of infernal names: Here is how to vibrate the names across the Astral planes, which summons the energies to your temple of art. When performing the cross, inhale deeply while visualizing the energy of the universe traveling through your nose, down deep into your body, through your feet deep into the centre of the Earth. When exhaling you bring it back up through your body and vibrate eg: “AAAAAAZAAAAAAAAAZEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLL!!!” while feeling the area of the body vibrating to the sound of the name. When projecting the name at the quarters, you visualize the whole area in front of you, to the ends of the universe being shaken and resonating to the sound of the names, as the power comes back (this has to be experienced to fully know what I mean here) visualize your whole body vibrating as well.
Pentagrams: Here are online copies of Crowley’s Liber O and Liber V vel Reguli. Liber O has all the point-up versions of the Pentagram, and Liber V vel Reguli has all the point-down (inverse) Pentagrams needed for this work. Be careful and make sure you know which Pentagrams are which. The rituals that they are taken from are not in the same sequence as ‘normal’ elemental workings (Look and you will see what I mean.) For now, all I want you to do is be familiar with all the various form of the Pentagram. But don’t let this stop you reading the rest of Crowleys notes. If you have any questions, please feel free to ask.
As you can see, this simple rite has a lot of inner work that must be practiced to achieve the effect this rite was created for. This is only the beginning, but there is much here to digest. It is a good practice to do your Banishing rite first, and then practice the various meditations and techniques of your choice. There is a great deal more that I must comment on, but I think you have enough to go on for now.
So, practice this ritual until it is committed to memory, There is nothing wrong with using cheat notes while learning, but ideally you should soon reach a stage where this is not needed.
Of course, all rituals of this sort can be altered to accommodate Deities and Daemons of ones own tradition, but you got to start somewhere, and to give all the possible variants of this ritual would create confusion, Thus, I have given the LHP version I was taught."
Copied from Basic Satanic Rites and Exercises
May 12th 2022
I wanted to get to know the name of my personal daemon, or what some refer to the holy guardian angel.
I picked up my tarot cards, shuffled and withdraw cards till i got a minor arcana. Each major arcana refer to a Hebrew letter. I took these letters and used gematria to identify the total number of these letters. Then used a website that you write the number and gives you every word that equals to that number. It gave me a number of 10 to 25 words or names. One of them catched my attention hard. In the islamic mythology of working with the jinn, there is this demon or jinn who is higher (meaning not lesser) angel or spirit. I viberated the name and right away i get goosebumps all over and felt that yes it is my personal daemon or as Muslims say Qareen.
On the other hand, lets say that was not my personal daemons name. In some cultures it is okay to give a name to your HGA or personal daemon and use it to call upon them and work with them.
I am definitely going to meditate on this. Feel free to share your thoughts.
May 14th 2022
I remember working on initiating through the Klifot using:
However I remember I stopped somewhere between the 3rd to the 5 sphere because I had a very hurtful break-up. At the time i totally forgot about this and i dont think i linked my working to that. Now I am thinking it is linked, maybe.
Anyway, I am thinking to start initiating through the Qliphoth again, but from the beginning. This time following Vk’s book instead. The book is called, The Rites of Acharayim. And here is a picture of the sequence of initation as described by the book:
and as Vk shared this for free in his website, this is the link the book:
I’d also like to say that I just recently went back to working with the great and lawless King, Belial. I think he is the one pushing me to do the qliphothic initiation.
Note: the difference is, now I am married and as much as i want to do it: I am afraid I get divorced 
I think i got traumatized. Any thoughts? Those who did it, tell me about your experience? if you were to summarize a brief explanation on each sphere experience, what would you include?
@Onion This made me wonder… in your journey, did you follow vk’s method or the thread here in BALG?
VK’s method, but the order was given to me by Belial
Mike Bee has left the forum
I don’t touch VK’s stuff. I don’t trust it.
wait waat ? mike bee left? why do you know?
okay… so have u done the qliphothic working? cause I read qliphothic mediations and it says there will be an open portal. To me thats okay, but i have people who live with me so i dont know if her method suits me. any thoughts?
His last post on his journal
May 16th
Day 1 in my initiation in the Qlipha; Nahemoth. First called on King Belial, then open the sigil channeled by Vk and started reciting the incantation to initiate.
No notes as of yet. Looking forward to my dreams tonight except;
While doing the initiation, the bottom of my spine went fire. I saw figures on my wall. A dragon figure.
Side note: I know people call the first sphere lilith, but I felt it was confusing and I know its also named nahemoth; thus i went with that. I am also planning on going to stay in each Qlipha for 3 to 7 days: depends on how I intuitively feel. With that said, if yall think i should use the name Lilith of the sphere instead of nahemoth please feel free.
Your thought are highly appreciated @DarkestKnight @Onion <3
Use whichever name you prefer. If you intuitively feel Nahemoth is the correct one for you, then trust that.
Thank you, I really needed to hear that because I was worried I needed to re-do the intiation ceremony.
I am also not sure If i should keep using Nahemoth in the next days and if I should change it back to Lilith. Although as you said Nahemoth is more appealing to me.
Again, thank you for your quick response and comfort.
Day 2 after initiation [Nahemoth] Dreams:
When I first woke up, I took my journal and stated that I had no dreams, I was still tired and time was around 7AM so I was like I am going to sleep for another hour. However while I was between woke and sleep state, I saw a bloody gut in the shape of cross (christ cross- note i never was christian ) floating in the area where I conduct my rituals.
1st dream: I dreamt that i was back home, in this poor neighborhood engaging with people and watching kids play soccer. Behind me there was 2 Indian men, old ones. They were talking about me in their language. I didnt understand it since i dont speak it, but I knew it was about me. Suddenly when i am about to leave, I decided I will go to this minimarket few steps away to buy something to drink. I chose Vimto (a pink-red color drink).
Anyway, I went back to the cashier who is one of the 2 indian guys that implied that I was rich to his friend whenn we were outside, by asking me to pay more than what the item is worth. At least thats how i felt. I then started to say to him how could you act this way when indians are smart, got culture and honor and knowledge. Basically I was implying that he should be a good representation of his people. Anyway, I then said, do not be like the Egyptians and betray your country (I swear i love egypt and its people - its just a dream).
While journaling the first dream, I started remembering the other dreams.
I had 3 other dreams that I am not going to share
Note: from these dreams I can see how they are basic nightmares. Also, one of which has a test for me and I believe I passed the test in it, or at least thats what I felt. I also had a 3rd dream before these dreams (which is 1st) but I cannot remember it. I know since when I was journaling the dream i got flashes of it but forgot it too. Also how this type of nightmare (fear based) dream is associated with other people’s experiences when they initiate in the first sphere “Nahemoth”
Extra notes on my first initiation ritual
So after I got my ritual done and I want to do something mundane. I usually cook or surf my phone to go back. I open my instagram and this is what I first see:
“What you want, Wants you
It will reach you. Give it time, prayer,
and gratitude while it’s en-route to you”
Note to give a little context: my main goal(s) in initiating through the Qliphoth: Rising Kundalini, Merging with the source, Meeting my Shadow self or Daemon, Inheriting the power of each sphere so i may utilize in my workings.
Thought I should document this here: for future reference.
Day 2 initiation [Nahemoth]
I opened King Belial sigil, and told him I going to do my 2nd initiation into the qlipha and therefore I asked him to come and guide me. I then opened the universal sphereworking sigil channeled by Vk and chanted the initiation incantation.
After it was done, I sat for a bit meditating while my eyes closed. I saw a cave like shape. It was really dark. I saw a lot of eyes looking at me. Then I look down and I see the ground very black but there is lines in all over the ground that were red but not just in color but as if it was burning volcano that was cracking the ground and i could see it. While at this point, my partner parged in the room and closed the door right away once saw me doing a ritual. I got so furious and distracted. I then punished him by sucking his energy to regain focus. As much that sounds bad, I felt good about it. I felt disrespected and got paid for that.
Thats all what I can think of as of now. Looking forward to tonight’s dreams. So its done.
Day 3 after initiation [Nahemoth] Dreams:
I am having headache since last night. Its mainly focused on the front of my head.
Dreams: I know I had a lot of dreams, but I am unable to remember with this headache. I feel like there was something important in the dreams. Ugh, Im mad now.
Visions : I have been getting a lot of flashes of images. One of which, it was like I was looking from a third person perspective and saw what appeared to be me get stabbed in the back.
Feelings: 2nd day I was full of energy and ready to go, 3rd day I feel drained and wanting to throw up.
I have been feeling like I should have this day as last day in this Qlipha of Nahemoth, but I am not sure If i am supposed it to move forward. I do not know if its my ego, or that I am supposed to move to the next.
May 18th 2022
Day 3 initiation ritual [ Nahemoth ]
I brought my circle, my cup, my book of shadows. I decided I will take a shower today before the ritual. Then, I felt inclined to do it naked. I called upon King Belial. I used VKs incantation to initiate into the Qlipha. I asked using my pendulum to be 100% correct, if I shall pass to the next Qlipha tomorrow. It swing circles (which is yes) very hard and fast. I wanted to test it, so I said what about after this ritual. It changed to right and left swing (no) then I said okay tomorrow it is and it went back to circles.
Its been a pleasure and honor passing and entering through Naamah’s Qlipha. She definitely showed me some of my truamas and fears, especially through my dreams. I am grateful.
Feelings: Calm and relaxed. While doing the ritual the bottom of my spine was burning.
*After the incantation and projecting to her realm I felt so inclined to soldify my astral form first, so I did. I felt really good and was able to observe more since I did that. I think she helped me solidify the connection more, with higher-self in the astral.
Thats it for now and looking forward to tonight’s dreams.
Stay hydrated, get enough carbs and rest. Also do a bit of grounding when things get really wacky. It’s easy to feel ground-less in a way in the qliphoth, in my experience at least. I used to get very hungry and combined with the heat here I could hardly sit up straight on some days. A rose quartz also helped me.
