May 14th 2022
I remember working on initiating through the Klifot using:
However I remember I stopped somewhere between the 3rd to the 5 sphere because I had a very hurtful break-up. At the time i totally forgot about this and i dont think i linked my working to that. Now I am thinking it is linked, maybe.
Anyway, I am thinking to start initiating through the Qliphoth again, but from the beginning. This time following Vk’s book instead. The book is called, The Rites of Acharayim. And here is a picture of the sequence of initation as described by the book:
and as Vk shared this for free in his website, this is the link the book:
I’d also like to say that I just recently went back to working with the great and lawless King, Belial. I think he is the one pushing me to do the qliphothic initiation.
Note: the difference is, now I am married and as much as i want to do it: I am afraid I get divorced 
I think i got traumatized. Any thoughts? Those who did it, tell me about your experience? if you were to summarize a brief explanation on each sphere experience, what would you include?
@Onion This made me wonder… in your journey, did you follow vk’s method or the thread here in BALG?