14/7/19
Man I have a lot of important stuff to update on, including my third kill, so I suppose I’ll just get into it.
Dra’talon Curse Jar Victim 1
I’ve not seen her around work, and heard that she’s in hospital with rib pain. I know nothing in detail.
Dra’talon & Belial Curse Jar Victim 2
A while ago Belial had confirmed it’d take over a month. At some point I’ll check in again and make sure this person’s angelic protection won’t keep her safe from the heinous death she deserves.
Clearing Out the Mess
It’s been intuited that the reason why I can’t bring my third relationship to me could be because I’ve evoked too many separate beings. That and my target, the possible-narcissist from my soul family who I have a karmic tie with, is in the way. I wrote down on paper my new plan which involves three rituals, two of which I have already done.
Ritual 1: Lucifer, Rosier, Sallos, Lilith & Furfur
I evoked these five at once and gave each two chocolates for their trouble. To Lucifer, Rosier and Sallos I presented the love jar I’d made for my target and told them the plan had changed, since my target would not come to me and because I have feelings for him (thus making him a threat to me) I decided he would have to die. I let them know of my intentions to kill him and clarified that I did not want him in my life, and I did not want anything to prevent me from getting into another relationship as soon as possible.
To Lilith I also reaffirmed this about my target. And spoke about the boy she’d sent to me (who fit the description of what I asked for), that since he was ignoring me and seemed unable to give me the relationship I wanted, that he be cancelled. And I asked that the love jar for another target I made with her who is also stagnating (even after I buried his jar properly) also not get in the way of anything coming to me.
To Fufur I asked that the boy he was sending me as a gift (someone who works closely with Furfur said so) not get in the way of anyone coming to me.
Basically this entire ritual was to ensure that all entities I’d worked with in the past understood that I want a longterm relationship to come to me as soon as possible, and that no one’s efforts thwart or get in the way of anyone else’s. I wanted everyone on the same page so that I can succeed.
I did this ritual yesterday, and finally buried my target’s love jar as well.
Ritual 2: Samael
I evoked Samael for the first time to kill my soul-mate. Dra’talon likes to torture his prey and I figured I just needed him out of my way and just don’t quite hate him enough to want him to go through that. Even though he’s useless. I gave Samael wine, and asked that my target be killed painlessly and quickly. As in, I want him dead soon. He’ll die loving me, which I find kinda sweet, and maybe that’ll be enough solace after this ordeal and all the lies. I only gave Samael his name but that should be enough - I’ve decided to put my faith in him. I did this ritual before work tonight.
Ritual 3: ???
I think I’ll evoke Lucifer again, just because he worked so well in bringing my last boyfriend to me so quickly. This time, I want a longterm relationship that will be clingy and sweet. With good sex. But it’s probably best not to specify too much. Speed is what I’m going for here.
In Conclusion
By re-evoking everyone and explaining my intentions hopefully everything can be direct, fast and clear. By killing my old soul-mate I’ve hopefully shown the RHP system that when I ask for a boyfriend, I don’t want a narcissist to ‘teach me a lesson’, I want a fucking boyfriend. Enough time has passed so I will continue to make ruthless and direct moves, and kill more people until I can have what I’ve always asked for.