Empire Building With Xag

Yes I do know of them.

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No uni yet, but still studying the science.

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Midday meditation 20/04/2024


Working with Sekhnioz and Nephell, the left and right hand men of beleth.

I first begun jerk it but did not ejaculated to rise spiritual energy, then grounded it with yoga nidra. After, I did some qi Qong and with the dragon’s eye I brought them forth.

I been experiencing Flactuation of conciousness and I can’t seem to remain always in the supreme state, I fall back to what it means to be a man.

Nephell in my first evocation of him manifested as an orb of darkness that appeared to be metallic. This is not Nephell but more of a gift and he called it αρΜητÎčÎșό συστατÎčÎșό (lit: Negative substance). In my second evocation of the spirit I saw something that I could call that this was the spirit himself: a black horse with glowing red eyes.

I asked What I can do to combat my flactuations and Nephell that I must visualise with the evil eye that orb.
Consuming the intellect and the self, the flactuations and conciousness so only a conciousness that is undisturbed remains. This conciousness is the orb itself, a conciousness that is risen from the mindless void. This conciousness remains even after dissolution.

Grateful for Sekhnioz and Nephell.

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Alchemical Transmutations Through The Negative Substance

Lately I been working with that. The negative substance is a counter balance force, it is the darkness that exists within the sun and all the stars.

Nephell, supulu, sepal are all names that I channeled for this black horse with glowing red eyes that holds a high rank within Beleth’s legions. Nephell is not an empire builder but instead he is a pyramid erector. He knows why shapes are powerful, why and how the planets are influencial, he understands the descending flow of the pure formal energy down to the material energy.

Ever Since I came into knowing that orb, I been told to continue feeding it with all of my bliss, all of my passion and potential that orb seems to also serve a balancing and grounding aspect.

I focus on the negative substance situated within my solar plexus, embracing Damnation without all the hope and utopic potential that I wish for, instead letting it be my sacrifice to the here and now. This orb grants me awareness in sleep. Clear and sharp mind too, I aslo begun implementing it in my rituals and sort of playing with it.

I replaced the king ritual and LBRP with my negative orb experiments. I observe myself no longer being concerned with attachment or detachment of if I do my service correctly for all thing’s are now disregarded. Ideal or not, it doesn’t matter (in RHP terms the ideal is favoured and everything that is not is thrown down to the qlippoth that’s why darkness in that manner is basically the trashcan of god) ideal or not it is still a sacrifice to the all consuming one.

The repeated thought of “its all you are” is apparent, Since the negative substance is a hand that moulds and shapes (counters) the manifested creation. I see a image in my mind of many shapes having sort of a pressure that shapes them into being.

That’s all for now, verily.

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Lord Krishna said: “Although most wise, the paramahamsa should enjoy life like a child, oblivious to honor and dishonor, although most expert, he should behave like a stunted, incompetent person; although most learned, he should speak like an insane person, and although a scholar learned in Vedic regulations, he should behave in an unrestricted manner.”

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Updates
First phase of my work with Sekhnioz and Nephell is done. The ritual of streaming forth unbirthed potential and how it connects with the negative substance which I been surprised because initially I thought what’s the connection? But the connection is that we devour every last hope and potential into that orb that doesn’t differentiates the ideal and the shell. All are worthless so now without nothing stopping you can push towards the abyss!

Working with Gaap, The Body of Black light:
Gaap the demonic president is said to be as powerful as beleth but he doesn’t want to be a king in so doing he serves beleth.
Gaap is an alchemical demon who brings the unbirthed potential into the physical rounds.

In my Evocations I do a sort of triangle with my hands in order to focus the presence and energy of the spirit so they can manifest and I literally see black shining light in my physical vision in the place I put my arms. It is sort of a spiritual-physical shadow that is a bit delayed and this is not momentary so I see it for a good 10seconds. Its so fucking freaky to see.

Godform- The Knight

You know the knight depiction of beleth in the goetia? Yeah that’s not beleth that’s your godform and what you are supposed to be. And no beleth is aslo not that cat that blows a trumpet to dancing mice, beleth is a star of shimmering darkness.

I am saying this because recently I did indeed saw the physical manifestion of that knight, this is more supposed to be an archetype like in idealatry (true purpose of idolatry.)

The true beleth, doesn’t like showing herself and she prefers to hide in the darkness but she is not shy to consult the magician at the time of need to show you what you would need to be (The Knight).

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1/5/2024 - Birthday

Chill time. Enjoying some xcii memes on gram. This meme reminds me some of the spirits of beleth that do not manifest as human or as creatures at all.

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Midday 07/05/24

Late to sleep, early to rise.
The lessons of gaap as situated in reprgomming yourself with surgical precision for it is that information that Will sit in your body of black light

This beautiful song describes perfectly my Life
 in love with it.

What you know about the running, the stretching
The cars, the weapons
The path, the journey
The jewels, the learning
The fear, the focus
The aches, the pains
The contact sparrin’, the breaks, the sprains
The trial and error, the ranks, and belts
The spiritual growth, the science of breath
The tests, the techniques
The forms, the stances
The flow, the rhythm, the internal answers
The herbs, the healing, the quiet meditation
The truths reveal through daily dedication
The love for the art, the sweat on your shirt
The mind, the body, and the spirit that work
The feelings of failure, the hope to succeed
The battles of questions like “Should I smoke weed?”
The water, the thirst
The cleansing, the blessings
The flash of insights, the teachings, the lessons
The grappling and locking, trapping and boxing
The training and slacking
The starting and stopping
And stayin’ committed, when your homies ain’t with it
The hours or practice after the class is finished
The cause of your ignorance, flaws in your discipline
Broken laws of nutrition, and pork and dishin’
The vitamins and supplements
Salads and ointments
The kingships, pull joints in doctor appointments
The dues, the pads, the wraps, the gloves
The mouthpiece you left home, the taste of your own blood
The hunger, the blocks
The punches, the squats
The crunches, the example you set for the youngsters
The will, the skills, the kill or the hill
The separation between what’s fake and what’s real
The laws of physics, The class “comradery”
The vows of humility, the bow, the courtesy.

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Updates 19/05/2024

What I been doing lately


Accomplishments:

Also (partially) got my long term goal of leaving Cyprus but for things not being clear enough and having “technical” difficulties it may be wiser to stay here, the country in question is the beautiful sweden.

The lord of darkness provides.
More things to come, including my immersion to the temple/nexion of beleth and the Evocation of the shehamphorash angel iezalel.

Verily.

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Where can I learn about Beleth? Also I thought she was a she?

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She is actually both male and female.

The male beleth, is ruled by the Cardinal king harthan according to the book of the angels and that beleth is called baysul

The female Beleth is ruled by the cardinal king amaymon according to most sources and there you can find variations of the name much as belet
Bilet byleth byleth
which are more accurate and close to the original goddess that the demon beleth is related to.

Baalat, Belet originally meant lady in ancient Canaan and mesopotamia respectively.

You can find a lot knowledge in this litany

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Thank you for your reply. I would also like to know if you can recommend any pre ritual meditation, grounding or banishing, if you don’t mind
 My routine is getting stale, and I want to try something new.

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Yes , in fact, I always do my meditation before any ritual and every spiritual exercise that I am given by spirits are always after meditation.

Internal energy

The most important thing besides mental stability and peace in meditation is the internal energy.

Energy must be flowing and it makes meditation much much more potent.

Physical activation

First you have to activate the energy by physical means, this is done by a light workout like MMA, 1-3 km run or even good ol’ masturbation. I even combine both so it’s light physical activation (aslo stretching can be good) and later masturbate for the sake of feeling sexual energy.

Physical activity raises sexual energy which is sort of the raw material for spiritual energy aslo known as kundalini energy. The goal here is not to cum, only feel the internal energy.

Cessation of Activity

Once energy is raised, it’s time to ground it and make “transcendental” if there is naughty thoughts or you are past the limit then its time to stop the physical activity of touching and rely solely on mental (thoughts) self pleasure, once physical activity ceases you can see your mental motives and visions, feeling etc. try to look beneath those Samskaras (lit: mental impressions) by the grace of knowing there’s something more than the animal self, you can circulate that energy in your body in so doing make it transcendal.

Theme/key point: raising physical energy, stop physical action, let what animates the physical do it’s job without action, move the energy upwards.

Cessation of internal activity

Now we can further enter deeper in silence and bliss, this is done by yoga nidra. My technique for yoga nidra is very very simple, intrinsic and probably not helpful for most people but you can find tutorials online.

I simply let myself go to sleep
 not yet, there is an eye opened so I can never sleep! In practice this means: surrender and let go in sleep, but focus on the ajna chakra and resist the urge to sleep but aslo do sleep. Its hard to explain lol. But I listen to a 15 minutes meditation music when I do:

After waking up from yoga nidra, feeling like dagon, feeling like yam Nahar whom rises from the depths of the abyss ( in this degradation - sleep! (The ancient Egyptians saw sleep, lust, Hunger and things in animal nature as manifestions of spiritual darkness)) I go ahead make a tea.

Actual meditation

Then I enter actual meditation.
I only breath 108 times while counting my 108 mala beads using this

After finishing, I do an exercise that builds the body of black light by president Gaap and finish off with Qi qong then workout.

Incase of ritual/Evocation
If there is an Evocation, then in the actual meditation phase (with the Stargate) I simply saw eleven times the name of the spirit. Scry or gaze at the sigil and request their influence upon my meditation. After finishing the meditation I start the actual Evocation.

Do I always do it like this?
No, but sometimes is the half assed way, sometimes it’s simple meditation and nothing else but this is the optimum and the condition I strive the most.

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Congrats! I hope everything works out for you. I am wondering if since you are an electrician, you could build an electric infrastructure that can house power spells and energy and by physics see building blocks and materials grow themselves. Like how a computer builds and grows environments. Have you considered acupuncture? To make sure your electricity and nervous system are functioning healthily.

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Yes it could be interesting, and in fact I thought something like this.

I noticed that many times when entering the meter room after spiritual work it made my hair jump. I am thinking of a sort of machine that translate spiritual energy channeled in the self (in one’s own bubble) and transmit into specific demonic influenced physical energy.

Radionics are kinda similar, I think the creator or one of the guys that contributed to the development of radionics was an electrical engineering.

Aslo about the electric infrastructure thing, one of the theories about Baghdad’s electric batteries is very similar to this. Basically store spiritual energy and electricity so everyone in the temple will be energetically opened or subtly deceived by electricity thinking that they enter the supernatural (both would actually bring results either way)

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Awesome. Thank you for your help.

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Very happy to do so!!:+1:

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I am him.

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Man, you should have asked lottery numbers :smile:

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