It took you so long to understand
Whats there without money
That’s too generic and kinda offending, but If you’re looking for “girls”, then probably. Real women know how to be independed and support themselves, they’re not expecting someone else to do it for them. What they do expect is to be with a man that has a job, no one wants to feed someone else who pretends they’re a precious snowflake. Men or women.
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If anything sounds offending tell me to remove it directly I will do it
Sorry
Just to say what my friends say
Some had gf cause they had money to spent on chocolates and other stuff
I didn’t have money so I didnt got gf
Even I share jokes with them
At the end of day,
I am alone pathetic psychopath
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Okay Mister, I saw the 2 names you went to register with before you picked this one, first PLEASE read this:
Then pick a username that represents where you WANT your life to be going, and I will change it, words have real power and you signing in with this like it’s your own name is not helping you! 
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Please understand
I am feeling like I am about to cry
I tried so hard to get freelance job like SEO
I failed to get clients on upwork
I even tried on catchafire to do free work in return for experience and reviews
I failed to attain the interview
Now my option is to put myself to an end
I thought that I would get the job buy pc nothing happened law of attraction failed for me
Now someone is influencing in his own way telling me to get high studies
But I keep failing in sciences
How can I succeed
My life feels I am ruined
I also have strong fetish addiction which I cant get rid off
I am stuck
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No, that is NOT an option, E.A. Koetting was homeless living in a graveyard and he turned his life around with magick, you can as well, please hold on and dedicate your time and energy to fighting the bad circumstances and making your life better. 
We can help you, start a Journal and let me know the name that represents where you want to be in 3 years’ time.
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A lot of us around here, have been homeless and had all sorts of major traumas.
I always figure I can let them own me, or I can own this life.
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I don’t know if it gets very offensive
But ea got arrested
After reading that I thought I am fucked
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He got arrested in 2014 and walked from that with a lot of magick. And he’s someone who is very high-profile, very controversial, and has a lot of haters.
You don’t have to walk that same path and you are NOT fucked. However I refuse to keep talking to you unless you change that username to something more productive, and that’s me speaking as a member-magician, NOT moderator, it’s like a curse on yourself!
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I changed my username to ocean of happiness
I hope that happens
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I didn’t told you so in order to remove it, I told you so you see the false in your way of thinking. If all you think is that women come for money, that’s all you’re going to attract. There are several categories of people out there, male or female, learn to aim higher than been the only money bringer in the house while you have a woman that all she wants is to sit pretty like a decoration and demands from you to bring more.
You have to begin somewhere, so changing small fragments of your thinking day after day is a good place to start.
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Okay this is a great start, thanks for not ignoring me! 
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I wont
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You are 1000% correct
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Please take a look at this method, and choose the one thing, small goal, that you want to achieve about yourself (not killing loads of other people or getting all the girls, something small and believable) and try running this method on it to start getting answers: Afformations™.
This is part magickal, relying on your own inner Daemon or creative genius, and part about making your internal “werather” a lot sunnier than it has been so far.
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No my friend, something about YOU - what makes you feel bad about yourself (you don’t have to tell me), then choose what you would prefer to feel, and use that method on it.
Leaping straight into killing people is a tricky thing if you also feel bad about yourself, and even thinking of ending your life, you would be better off doing this method to begin with:
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Okay so you want to find your mind is healing, from unwanted obsessions.
So begin doing that method I have linked, using something like “Why do I now have complete mental self-mastery?” - put this in your own words etc., but choose a concept that YOU are the master of your own mind, ask why it happened over and over again, and your mind, your inner spark of genius, will start to answer.
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Got it
I will tell you if it helps
This fetishes are very crazy while activated from younger age
It can get very damn crazy
I am mad at such things
Ok its getting off topic
Thank you for your help
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Sorry, ,my phrasing was unclear, I mean that the method requires you to ask why it happened that you have OVERCOME this problem, not why the problem started: you need to imagine being in the future where you have conquered these unwanted obsessions, and ask your mind “How did I get here?” - and it will begin to answer you.
Can I use this freeze spell to make someone change their thoughts
Or stop telling me anything
My father is forcing me to study a subject I don’t want to
So can it help
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