So I went through this what I believed to be an awesome journey, I was unhappy with my job , asked Lucifer for help, things got so tense that I had to quite ! I totally knew and understood it was part of something better. A month after job searching, doing multi layered spells with many angels and demons I didn’t get the job I wanted but got something else which I accepted with all my heart believing it might be what I actually need which will be shown to me later! one month passed and it is shit , hasn’t made any betterment to my finances, my soul is dieing coz it’s a useless job, and I feel i’m way better than this … I am extremely disappointed and just can’t get through it , seriously i could have just done this by praying to god , there was no need to call all these other entities . I really believed I was being led to something better. how do I get over this? What lies I tell myself this time to cool down this disappointment?
Why did you call upon lucifer for help originally as opposed to casting your own spell?
I actually didn’t call Lucifer for help, I had never worked with him before. One day while reading about him on here I was looking at his sigil thinking “I wonder if you can help me with this issue” (my legs felt so warm as though a heater was facing my legs)and from next day things at work started getting chaotic ! so it was a very clear indication that he heard me !after that I decided to put magick in to it and deliberately started with the spells.
Ah, I see. Sounds like he wanted you to reach out. I think there is more to your situation than entities just not coming through for you. Have you done a divination to determine why you are not where you want to be right now?
I’m not very advanced in Magick what exactly is divination? I think whatever magick has worked for me so far has been due to my strong focus and extremely high intuition .
Ask to King Belial, he works realy good.
You know i feel the same sometimes, but be patient and just go with it. Take control of yourself. Be tough and dont even let that shit bother you. Detatch from everything, destruction is part of the process. Ultimately your calling Lucifer and asking for help, he is paving the way for you. You have to come to a breaking point where everything goes to shit. When your angry because shit aint going your way, detatch from all your desires.
Literally go into the hopelessness, embrace the emptiness, stand tall in nothingness and ascend. I know that sounds fucked up, but when you let go of resistance and ride the current, you will go thru an internal change and rise out of it stronger, more resiliant, youll gain more wisdom and be able to more easily attain your desires.
The sooner you let go and ride this current, and embrace its darkness it has set apon you, the sooner your desires will come to be. You will become liberated if that makes sense.
He was also part of the multilayered spell, the candle flame was burning twice higher than the candle itself when I was stating my will
To put it simply, divination is gathering information (among other things). Since you have a high intuition, I would simply suggest you close your eyes and ask a question such as, “Why are things not going my way?” Then observe what appears in your mind as a response.
I always get one response when I ask this " you are not made for jobs, you are a business mind " but I am not in the position to start a business in anyway at this moment , that’s why the job of my choice had qualities in accordance with this , I never asked to be a CEO/director of a company .
Try not to see it so literally. Just because you are business-minded does not mean you need to be an owner and/or operator of a business right now. It could mean you need to be in a position (not necessarily a job) where your business mind is allowed to shine and flourish. That’s when abundance comes into your life, when you are expressing natural in-born parts of yourself.
I would ask another question such as, “What should I be doing then instead?” Let’s see what comes up.
In my case it is literal , I do own a little business on ebay which gives me a lot of pleasure despite of making peanuts .I also really enjoy listening to others business ideas so I know the desire is there and one day I will have my own business and quiet the job, but we all know nothing good comes out of a desperate situation so it is full concentration on a job now
hahaha, I don’t know if this more funny or more sad , but I started concentrating on this issue to let go of the love problems of my life , and now i’ve fucked this up as well and need to let go . Why do we even desire anything if in the end will have to forget about it and let go?
While I can’t tell you what to do, I can most certainly tell you that I have seen this situation before and your experiences tell me your focus is in the wrong place. If there is one thing I know about Lucifer and any demon really, it’s that they want us to take risks. Playing it safe is just not gonna cut it. If the mind is there (it is), if the desire is there (it is), then that’s where your focus should be 100%. I can guarantee you that.
yes I totally agree, I did take the biggest risk when for the first time in my life I quiet a job (I’ve only quite jobs before when I was moving to another city/country), I hated changes so I faced this fear. I guess the job search continues …
Thank you so much for replying
You are very welcome. If you would like a sigil for strength in the face of disappointment please let me know.
Just what I needed to hear
@Tuxedo-cat when doing spells you release all desire for intended outcome. Desire is indeed necessary, no doubt. You use all that desire on a spell until you are so tired you can hardly stand, put all of it out there. When your done with a spell you forget about it because you’re so certain it already exists. Because it already exists in your minds eye, your attachment to attaining desired outcome becomes a feeling of owning it rather than needing or wanting it.
When i say forget about your desire, i really mean forget about the attachment of wanting your desire and replacing it with “i already have everything i desire”.
I totally agree with you but this is for when the question is “why isn’t it manifesting?” My desire has already manifested and I’m extremely dissapointed with the result! Yes I can keep looking but my time is now limited since I’m stuck in this shitty job.
One time I manifested for a specific job, just like you I thought it was going to be great, but the employers were literally criminals so that was shit. The big problem was that I was manifesting for things like “any job” at first and then “this specific job” when I thought I knew what I wanted. Get around this by being more specific about what you want.