What I say may seem a little out of the norm, but both your names Jilaiya and Lizzy are reminiscent of themes and terms and sounds related to the root word ('zz) and Azaz which was long ago considered an attribute of El or Allah. Azaz being a name of God basically, particularly associated with Earth, also linked to the term Azala and the Greek Titan Atlus (which may have once been pronounced Athzla or Athzloo) with a sort of lisp. The Greek Mythology and stories from Hesiod have a lot to do with the Near Eastern or Semitic cosmological stories and beliefs.
The Second Temple period Jews believed Azazel to be under the ground in Tartarus under the Earth, so when a sacrifice let loose would fall down a precipe into the rocks below, it was thought to go to this one who has filled the Earth and relates also to Earthquakes, but is in a state of suffering or writhing torment as it awaits judgment. Now people would perform Chthonic rites to the Mighty Upholder of the Earth in favor of good results and yields. This was thought to be a reciprocal practice in many cases, like feeding the Earth and it feeding them back.
Azazel was further linked to the Earth by association with metallurgy, and the weapons which produce death, blood spilled and bodies buried for the purpose of prosperity, as well as cosmetics which are made out of minerals.
“Azazel taught the men how to make swords, knives, shields and breastplates. He made known to men the metals of the earth and the art of working them and made bracelets, ornaments and the use of antimony (a brittle silvery metal used in alloys), the beautifying of eyelids, all kinds of precious stones and coloring tinctures.”
Azazel is currently very popular among contemporary BALG styled Satanists and those interested in Demonology.
" Beast from the Earth
The second beast is primarily described in Revelation chapter thirteen. This second beast comes out of the earth whose overall appearance is not described, other than having “two horns like a lamb”, and speaking “like a dragon”. "
In any case, another name by which I refer to God is Taiton or Titan, which relates to a whole lot of other things but was one of the suggested meanings for 666.
That stuff in the Bible may have a lot to do with different layers of opposing common ideas held by local people in and around the regions it was spreading.
Regardless, you genuinely are a daughter born from the Earth, and Azaz was the name given to the attribute of God which was linked to everything having to do with the Earth and upholding it. The idea suggested in Enoch was that peopke started abusing the things of the Earth and created trouble thereby, and the Earth aspect was then further mingled with the Earth by being sent down into or under it to uphold it, and continues to manipulate it and influence its uses and industries, but we who believe call these the Gifts of the God, and don’t consider these as anything bad, no matter how people might use the things given to them for benefit and enhancement.
Mundus is another name meaning The World.
Everywhere in our life we are surrounded by material manifestations made from mineral matter and metals.
The term also etymologically relates to Shelter (see Abarim Publications article on Azazel for example).
If you’re comforted by these things I’ve pointed to, then you might really enjoy the self-identification as a daughter of Azaz. In my view though, believing Azaz is some literal goat man thing that had sex with your ancestor might be a less useful line of thinking overall.
You are not only made of and dependent on minerals, but you see them everywhere constantly and use them all the time, they also literally hold us up, and it is The One Power who is also Azaz the Mighty who brought about such. I consider it pretty blasphemous that people take these the very Earth as opposed to the God who entirely rules and controls it.