Do any of you who work with darkness feel drained as fuck after meditating with it?
Like, i meditate on the Darkness before i sleep and when i wake up, im so fuckin drained i can hardly get out of bed.
There is a burning sensation that is inside my skin as well.
Strange pains, start in my wrists and creep along my arms,
And in place of an increase of power there is only stasis.
Somethings telling me im not getting in touch with The Darkness, but im asking to be sure.
And yes, I banish and shit and start over. Its the same thing.