Do any of you who work with darkness feel drained as fuck after meditating with it?
Like, i meditate on the Darkness before i sleep and when i wake up, im so fuckin drained i can hardly get out of bed.
There is a burning sensation that is inside my skin as well.
Strange pains, start in my wrists and creep along my arms,
And in place of an increase of power there is only stasis.
Somethings telling me im not getting in touch with The Darkness, but im asking to be sure.
And yes, I banish and shit and start over. Its the same thing.
Darkness is a stagnate inwards pulling energy. Too much of it stagnates and disrupts the energy systems similar to death energy. You need to balance it with with light and whenever you are done meditating on darkness cleanse it completely from yourself. Same as with the light. Meditating on both will strengthen those elements and affinities in yourself without having an excess to clog things up.
Yep, goes with the territory. Why doing energy work is also very important…That or vamping the fuck out of other people, either one balances that shit out.
Maybe youre right @Epsilon_The_Imperial…that could also explain why you cant time travel physically
YoUR BoDy iS JuST fUCKed ANd HaS SOme PROblems wITh iT
I mean seriously, maybe it’s actually burnt out, that’s what I was thinking about when I wrote that, I mean I don’t know how you thought I meant.