Before reading: This journal is sharing my experience. I respect both paths (I am in the RHP but leaning towards the grey-ish area sort to speak if that makes sense.) I’ll keep it neutral and brief (so its fair and not offensive or leaning to either side.)
I did something unusual for once. I had expectations. For the past year and few months, I went into my practice without any desire. Since then, little by little my senses started to develop, I began to ponder on if I should test the waters and ask a question. What could I lose? If they answer it, they do. If they don’t, then at least I tried.
I added an additional meditation session with my question (not important for this journal) on top of what I already did. I read the question and as I meditated I kept thinking of my question. I did this for a week with various different entities (names withheld.) I skipped two of the strongest ones (required full length ritual and did not want to upset them.)
Throughout the week I got a little more desperate (few sense here and there but fuzzy and hazy.) Literally a day or two from when I really needed the question answered, I got an offer I could not believe.
This blue teddy bear was talking long eloquent sentences. I felt a different kind of energy from it. It wasn’t dark but, It was extremely powerful. He would drone on and on. I am thinking what in the world is this. Then everything stopped. It paused, and looked at me.
It said I want you to (not going to say exactly what it said so embellishing a little here) think of three demons. As you think of them, bow down. Do it now, if you want your questioned answered. I woke up.