I needed to document my journey to getting back someone who is very dear to me
I live in a strict household so i cant write this in a diary ao I’ll leave it here to keep track of it
I started my rituals and evoking on the 15th of june
Im taking a layered approach to this since i cant figure out the reason for our breakup, communication isnt an option since he’s having a hard time battling his own problems and im sure any attempt to talk this through would only result in completely cutting contact on his side and i dont want that
Also keeping track of the offerings i promised since i have a very awful memory
Evoked Duke Sallos on the 15th to sweeten him for me and bring his feelings back
Offerings: Apples , alcohol if i could get it and cigarettes if i couldnt
Asked for 2 months time frame
Evoked Duke Dantalion 2 days later to remove any negative thoughts ot feeling that might ve holding him back from me and also to change his mind about the breakup
Offerings:Roses , Spreading my gratitude and love for him anywhere i could
(During divination i asked if he didnt like the offerings and got a yes , i asked him if he could send me an image or dream of something that he’d prefer but didn’t get any answers yet, still trying to figure it out)
Asked for 2 months timeframe
Marquis Amon a week later to mend our relationship and reconcile (the phone/charging/sigil method)
Didnt give a time frame couldnt find what he might like as an offering and found that he didnt ask many for offering so i offered my sincere gratitude and thanks)
After a while i had a dream of what i assumed (by help from members) is goddess Astarte where i was told she might help me
So i did the powerful love ritual by C.kendall as a way of contacting her
Kept the remains in a box that had our date receipts and tickets and some of our trinkets
Didnt use our pictures since i couldnt get it so used full names and DOBs
Very subtle signs in the ritual (candle flame turning to two conjoined flames forming a heart/ candle wax melting until it reached and connected both papers containing our names made me satisfied)
Contacted King Belial a couple of days ago going in a different direction since i had a sudden realization that even if he still had feelings for me or my previous evokings worked he’d hold back due to his problems
Asked him to help with a big issue facing my ex thats completely up to fate
Wont know results until september or later
Offerings:Homebaked goods, All my respect and gratitude.my blood on his sigil
I feel like at this point ive covered all possible grounds i cant think of anything else that i could do so im trying my best to not lust for results but to not be doubtful at the same time
If anyone has tips and tricks for me id be very grateful afterall im somewhat new and trying my best
Will add any results or signs or new evokings i do here