Belial:
" If you’re afraid, you’ll never find the truth. Finding truth is not an easy endeavor. It demands all of your attention if you want to attain everything you want.
Epsilon, if you’re afraid. Tell me what you want to know."
Me: " You already know what I’m really concerned about."
Belial:
" Epsilon, I do, and yet you need to say it."
Me: " I’m afraid I’m wrong because I don’t know if what I’m getting is fully real or how to confirm it."
Belial:
" You can’t always rely on other people to let you know what is right or wrong. Supposedly intelligent people aren’t as high and mighty as you might think."
Me:
" I’m a bit frustrated because people have been calling these channelings contradictory according to their own logic, so obviously I was just channeling something wrong while apparently they know the truth, because they were just so rational."
Belial:
" Let me finish. I know that you are frustrated, but first let me finish my own message to the forum, then we can talk.
The world is not simple, nor is it complex. Your experiences cannot be a roadblock preventing you from understanding greater things. Close mindedness means that you think you know everything because other people told you. The only way to be truly open minded is to simply be curious and to not let limitations define you.
Naturally, people are open minded, but religion and academics convince them that to be right is to be disciplined. Think this way, no this way.
People don’t think rationally because they reasoned it out, they think “rationally” because they think that life was what common sense decided.
The point is this. There is no “Big Other” out there or a reality that was inherently completely reasoned. It’s not right to assume that there’s a reason for everything, all of that comes from religious people who already believed that God was perfect so everything had to be justified post hoc.
I see you want me to say everything. Fine.
The only thing left I have to say is that life is not meant to be thought of as a top-down construct, that there was this hierarchy of authority that stemmed to the guy on top. It doesn’t matter. No one is imposing rules on you, and there are no laws. If you understand this, you are one step away from inner peace, but to finish it it’s this.
Life is only meant for you to realize the truth. Right? Truth, whatever that word means. But no. I will just say it. The truth is is that there is no truth and that truth contradicts itself. The world was contradictory and incongruous, but what people believe was that things were inherently perfect.
And if it is? What does that mean? It means nothing beyond what people wanted. “Reality” wasn’t a monolith that cared.
The truth is is that there is no truth, and the reason why that is is because people already believed in the absolute concept. So, everything is a truth statement. Everything is true unless you realize why it is the way it is. Because you have to construct a truth in order for there to be a truth. It is attached to external forms. The fact it has to prove itself to be true means that it was inconsistent because it wasn’t just reality.
The point of all of this is is that if you really want to progress, you will have to let go of the meaning that things seem to objectively have. This is an object. That is this. This process of labeling things limits you, because everything you have is already here.
That’s all.
"
Me: I want to know more.
Belial:
" Where does sound go when it disappears? What is nothing, being, or all of these concepts? The point is is that there is no unity to the world, only the death of infinite being. To be external is to deny yourself your own internality. Internal and external collapse because the world is merely the image of eternity. However, all of these things have a meaning in accordance to their purpose, but at the end of the day, there is only death.
The full meaning of this and everything is that the meaning of what constitutes reality is only the difference it holds with itself. Truth was fundamentally inconsistent because it requires illusion in order to articulate itself. And yet here you are trying to understand things.
The truth is is that there is nothing holding the world together, and there is nothing that defines the world.
However, that’s not all. The last thing and everything else is that there is no fundamental idea of what is right or wrong. The meaning that things have, all of these things, they were ideas that only exist in relation to existence. Existence is not defined by the qualities that things in existence have. Right and wrong were relative to perception, perception is always relative, no matter how objective you constructed it to be.
I will tell you the rest later."
I merged with Belial as he said this.
Me: Thank you, Belial.