Oh ok. My apologies for revealing the number. I’ll keep that in mind moving forward. Unfortunately, due to how things are being “handled” by my spouse and his associates, getting the police involved is not an option.
I have done a ritual for him to be attacked and not see it coming, it worked, but he got the lesser end of the attack and it didn’t do much but upset him more.
Then I did a ritual for him to be bound from doing harm and bullying. This SEEMINGLY worked because the messages stopped coming and he was encouraged by a certain highly intimidating organization to back off, which he did for about 2 weeks.
Then he resurfaced with threats and actually sent ppl to harm my husband. They failed twice, but retaliation occurred and AGAIN only the associates that have been doing his bidding have been defeated by these rituals while he gets away scott free.
I did a forced banishing and exile out of my life ritual and I got wind that he left town, but now I wonder if he has returned because some of his recent messages indicate that he’s back.
I also just did a ritual to Glasya and his accompanying shem angel to bring accidents that lead to death, for his social circle to lose all trust and respect for him (because this is who he sends to do harm) and for him to suffer an attack at the hands of another.
The next thing that I feel is in order is a full on Death request ritual or maybe a Met Kalfu total control ritual to make him end his own life! The crazy part about that is on some level, I feel too connected to him. Horrifically, I must admit there is this deep affection and sympathy that I carry for him because I know he is in pain. He shared MUCH of his childhood trauma experiences with me and he has told me that no one gets him like I do.
I have done 3 chord cuttings and I have begged my guides to release my energy from his, but I can’t get rid of this fckn insane “soft spot”. It doesn’t stop me from feeling my rituals very strongly and feigning for his demise, but it makes me feel like a death spell won’t work.
I don’t know if it’s my guides, but I get this horrible notion that if his life continues to be spared after all the shit I throw at him, then I will have to “give him what he wants” in an effort to spare my family. And what he wants is my love.
This is why I need the reading. I can’t tell if this is actually supposed to be a healing effort on my part or just a pivot and a call to learn baneful magickal that includes death work.
