So I just finished a ritual with Lucifer.I followed all his instructions to receive what I wanted.Not some distant goal but for something to happen during the ritual.
I won’t go into detail as they are not important.
None of the results were achieved.Nothing that was supposed to have happened during our pact has.
After a sacrifice.Nothing.After this ritual.Nothing.
All I asked was that he speak to me through audible form which he couldn’t even do that…
I drank the fluid that he said would create contact between which it didn’t.
I found myself thinking bad to LadyEva’s thread about true blasphemy.
I sat face to face with the altar and began shouting my frustrations with him.
That after almost 4 years I cant even hear a spirit talk.That my life has turned for the worse.
I’ve lost both my jobs and am now 29 years old living with my parents.
Is this the life of someone who is supposed to be under the grace of Kucifer?
NO!
And i told him everything I thought.If he is supposed to be.the emperor of.the so called infernal empire them.why can he not.even.come.to me in a dream?Why have none of the things agreed upon in the pact come to fruition?
So I challenged Lucifer to show me some sign that he is there and plans on making changes in my life.
If I don’t see changes within 24 hours then I am burning our pact and denouncing him just as I did Yahweh.
I haven’t had a success in majixk besides a couple of small spells that I honestly thought of myself before Lucifer said anything.
Just needed to get this off my chest.
I’m tired of reading about amazing experiences with majick when I’ve been at this for almost 4 years and can’t even get a spirit to materialize in Fr of me
MK