11/08 2:05 am
I’ve been waiting for my universial circle, that’s why I haven’t done anything.
I placed a chair in the middle of the circle, in front of me was my black mirror and two silver candles, incense and my chalice with ceremonial libation (soda). Yes. Soda. I really don’t like alcohol.
I was excited, it’s been a while since I talked to Belial.
I relaxed and vibrated all of the 9 gatekeepers name. I took the chalice, closed my eyes and chanted Belial’s enn over and over again. His sigil started to appear above my head where my crown chakra is, black energy started to go down to my head inside my body, spreading everywhere and up to my right hand going out to the drink. Filling it with darkness and electricity. The drink started to spin clockwise.
I drank it and it felt like I drank darkness and Belials energy. I chanted Belials enn over and over again focusing on his sigil. The candles started flickering, I felt Belial’s presence growing behind me like he was standing here. The air changed, you know when you breathe and you feel that the air is cold? It was like that but warm.
Belial: I’m here.
Me: Is it really you or is it me talking to myself?
Belial: It is I.
Me: Then why does it feel like I’m talking to myself?
Belial: It’s been a while since you talked to us, your mind isn’t used to it as before.
Belial: Clear your mind.
I cleared my mind, I felt like Belial was holding a grip on my head, the connection to hear Belial was stronger.
Me: By the way Belial, was it alright that I didn’t use alcohol as ceremonial libation? I really don’t like alcohol.
Belial: It’s fine, the meaning you put into the drink is what’s important.
Belial: Look in the mirror.
I looked, the candles started to flicker again and I saw half of the face of a wolf with crystal dark blue eye, then I saw the right side and the eye was golden.
Belial: That’s you.
(Me still focusing on the mirror, trying to understand the wolf, kept thinking for myself “Why did he appear as a wolf?”)
Belial: This is why you’re so clueless, you never pay attention!
Me: Wait what?
Belial: I said that’s you, you kept looking at the mirror thinking about things!
Me: Why me?
Belial: Because you underestimate yourself, you see yourself as a sheep in a wolfs body but you’re really a wolf in a sheeps body.
Me: What about the eyes, why are there different colors?
Belial: Balance, dark and light, moon and the sun, night and day, feminine and masculine.
Belial made me stand in front of a mirror, what went through here is personal so I will keep this hidden.
A moment later…
Me: Okay, I was thinking about something. We, I who’s walking through this pathworking… Are we changing?
Belial: Yes, we are changing you.
Me: Since when did you start changing me?
Belial: The very first second you called me.
Me: How will I and the others be after this pathworking?
Belial: laughs You will be a new transformed person, spirit in the future, looking back at yourself in this very moment and see what a fool you were.
Belial: Azazel is actually currently transforming you since yesterday.
I knew Azazel started to work on something after our last meeting but the invocation was so surprising (it didn’t go as I thought at all)
Me: Transform me how?
Belial: laughs You’ll see.
Me: Anyways… You’re a lot about dna and genetics, how is it possible that you can change it?
Belial: You fool, you have no clue about what’s possible and not. Your brains are so limited yet you can unlock it with keys.
Me: What keys?
Belial: Keys, KEYS. Hidden areas, in your brain! Unlock and you’ll be able to understand more. You humans underestimate your brain, treating it badly by getting brainwashed by social media, substances, internet in general. You wouldn’t be able to be without your phone for 5 minutes. The internet is a blessing and a curse.
Then I asked something about science and spirituality, I don’t really remember, I usually take notes on our conversation but I was so deep into our conversation so I actually forgot.
Belial: If science stood in front of a mirror, the reflection is spirituality.
Me: I see.
I remember that we kept talking but I can’t seem to remember what exactly.
Me: Thank you Belial, You may stay if you’d like. I look forward to our next meeting.
Belial: Goodbye, I’ll see you soon.
It was a lot to process after this ritual, but it felt good getting back on track. May the headache I had during this ritual finally go away.