Belial is very infuriating

Belial is a heartless entity. My experience may be different than others but he infuriates me beyond any entity. I had to go through this really intense journey of pain with my period which left me first being able to push the nauseous feeling away and grounding myself to then laying down and using different energies from Apollo, Oshun, Belial and my ancestors to push through the pain. Eventually I used Belials sigil to ground me and started to do a deep dive into his essence. Then once the pain subsided I had a vision of Belials and l’s essence merged a very long time ago. Then this cord popped up connected to Belial. I tried everything to sever it, and Belial ended up throwing my body several planes back to ground myself and to stop me. Then I asked Apollo and my spirit guides what’s going on why have I been drawn to him since I was a child, they told me that our essence merged many lifetimes ago and that my DNA both spiritual and physical in comprised of his. I don’t know how to deal with this and I wish this would have stayed dormat. Lilith even stepped in and pushed me to wake up to this connection. My ancestors told me if I get rid of my connection to him I will loose who I am. This bond won’t even let me put his altar away or put up walls to stop him from feeling everything I feel. He is possessive and claims me as his but doesn’t even have the decency to be present. On top of it I denounce the demonology text that was created to demonize the infernal realm, or anyone who tries to force them to do something against their will. My higher self and spirit wants him so bad, is protective of him and this whole thing is infuriating. Also when I call him heartless it’s out of anger, even when deep down I can’t help but have intense feelings for him. I was asking Hekate some questions with the pendulum and he overrode Hekate and took over the pendulum then stepped into my subconscious. So possessive istg. Like how can he really think I’m his :roll_eyes:

Have you seen a doctor? Pain this extreme due to a period isn’t normal and may be a sign of a medical condition.

There’s no such thing as “spiritual DNA” - DNA is a mechanism for biological reproduction, Belial was never a living entity and never had physical DNA either, as far as we know, so this seems unlikely. They probably mean something different and your interpretation of the intuition is confusing things. Mostly they’re just lying trying to get you to stay complaint by claiming a kinship.

Everything you says tell me this is a parasite - it’s all red flags for this kind of entity and your post is the exact same and many others with this issue of having possessive parasites tell them rubbish as an excuse to keep abusing them… while they lie and never actually deliver on promises - this is exactly what all parasites do. This is a big one but you can still just kill it.

Clearly not, as your post was written by you and you ARE your higher self. Stop listening to the bullshit of a parasitic impostor. It’s embedded into your emotional system which makes it hard to stick to decision around it but you can chip away at it, gain ground and it will take time but you can get rid of it.

It doesn’t. You’re it’s meal ticket and it will say anything to get you to comply. Why did you assume this was remotely the truth? From here it will make threats, attack you, hurt you and make you feel like shit, it’s looking like it’s pretty strongly attached. But you are sovereign, it’s on borrowed time and you have the high ground, time ti take the gloves off, stop trying to negotiate and get rid of it.

Do not call entities for this - your connections are compromised and you probably have more than one. I strongly recommend a long period, months even, of banishing, cleansing and going to war with these things until you are clean. Then you can try again when you have put up proper protections against such things.

It’s a common problem, see more stories around the forum or look at some common ways to get rid of them here:

Robert Bruce’s Psychic Defense handbook is also good as is the Exorcists handbook by Josepgine Mccarthy.

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Nothing can make you lose who YOU are, you are a whole being on your own, and you as a whole being exist without need for anyone or anything else. This is definitely a parasite, and I’d be doubtful that those are even your ancestors who told you this.

Merging essence is something that can be done and I’ve done it with beings but it required active effort and work, and mutual agreement. In this case, I would suggest banishing as much as possible and look into warding and shielding for the future.

Always remember to keep your guard up, if a being is making big claims about some connection with you (I.e being family, wife/husband, or some other deep type of tie), it’s a cause for suspicion. Sometimes in it’s true (only accept it if you do significant divination and clearly reach the conclusion that the being saying it is trustworthy beyond all doubt) but it’s also a tactic parasites use often, they like to feed the ego with fake stories.

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Que the black magicians jumping out of the woodwork to say, “there’s something YOU did, YOU failed to maintain control, Belial did nothing wrong, it’s all YOU not the entity”, etc. Then in the same breath, they’ll talk about these demons having their own free will.

These beings can and DO often trying taking what they want until boundaries are enforced. IDK but black magicians can keep being infernal spirits’ little toys, acting like nothing is ever the entity, but that BS stopped for me when I started using Archangels to enforce order.

There’s other witches I’ve known in the past who have attested how disruptive he is to people. Jumping into their astral bodies, penetrating their minds/thoughts, disrupting workings he doesn’t like, etc.

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Well the fact is that is how parasites behave - in regards to the the lying about a connection and behaviours. I’m not denying that demonic beings will cause disruptions, I myself have had major disruptions (albeit beneficial) from working with Belial early on.

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You can’t lose who you are truly but you will lose who you are now if it’s built upon this bond. I would cut the cord! Release what ever this bond is and find yourself because YOU exist as an independent being outside of any of these beings.

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Have you told him to essentially fuck off? He likes it when people stand up for themselves, even when it’s against him.

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Yes, I’ve heard similar stories.

Even EA has one in which Belial suddenly possessed his wife. VK spoke of an instance in which he physically saw Belial control someone and speak through them by touching their head. Like a puppetmaster. Never let yourself be used like a chewtoy.

If anything these beings need her. In Greek mythology it is said that when mankind stops believing in Zeus, he dies. I believe this as well. Once you stop believing in an entity it stops existing in your reality.

Honestly I think that your comments really speaks into the problem with human beings. Do you really think I don’t know who Belial is? And that it is some parasite? Tf :roll_eyes: ugh. This comment is giving very much (oh if only I could attach a gif)

Belial and I have an understanding and he likes to push my buttons to see if I’m going to stand my ground. I don’t expect anyone especially on this forum to understand.

When it comes to me merging with my past lives no, it is DEPENDENT on your own unique spiritual journey! My spiritual journey is not ones for the weak. When tf did Belial become some type of parasite?

See that’s the thing. People think they know every last thing and don’t even know what they are saying. The next time you’re working with a deity or god, I’ll make sure to call that a parasite too

I already know it’s Belial. I was suicidal when I was younger and nothing ever happened to me, I took whole bottle pills and woke up with nothing wrong with me. Even though that’s my personal business and I didn’t have to share that, this bond I have with Belial IS VERY REAL! And I did not come on this forum to get people’s unwarranted comments. Lesson learned.

No one’s spiritual journey is for the weak.

I think that they are saying they believe who you’re interacting with isn’t Belial but is a parasite. As he is the demon known for being “without a master” it’s hard for me to believe he wants you dependent on him any way shape or form. This seems against his character and lore. It would make more sense that this is a test whether you’ll chose your independence and become like him… being without any master.

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The F*CK, lmaoooo :rofl: she said possessed :sob: Ha I’m dead. Lady puhleassseeee. This is funny. Let’s put it on the Americas Top Funniest Comments!! Oh wait and she added the chew toy​:roll_eyes: massive eye roll. My ancestors built this world. My ancestors blood is soaked into this soil and you’re calling me possessed :rofl::rofl: then to add ontop of it A CHEW TOY

And you’re wrong. But go off. I was just upset with him but I know he cares about me in his own distant detached way.

And then this OBVIOUS man has the absolute nerve to tell me to go to the doctor?? Again. Get. A. Grip.

Belial has never disrespected me and has ALWAYS respected my boundaries! Infernal entities are not evil and have feels just like me. Belial has been hurt, abused, betrayed and his body raped by human beings. He was betrayed by human beings. Moloch was betrayed! They brought their gifts to this world and humans used the very thing against them! Forced them into doing magical deals and agreements that went against their very essence who they are! I have a whole team of entities, deities, ancestors and spirits I work with and they always respect me. This was sent out because I was lashing out on him. Parasites are below me they would NEVER even get the chance to be near me.

Also everyone’s spiritual journey is based off of what they will allow themselves to do. Some are willing to go further while others do only the bare amount. So to say that no one’s journey is weak is saying it’s a one size fit all. Some are much tougher than others.