To the OP, same here. Iāve gotten overwhelming sensual energy from Belial before even working with him, which is very recently. As you said, itās a rough sexual energy yet loving at the same time. Iām still trying to make sense of it as im not as advanced astrally or with evokations. Is it just with females though? Didnāt E.A. mention in the book of Azezal that the female insisted on being possessed by Belial? Totally understand why now
*Azazel ā¦what a terrible typo to make
Actually, while my astral senses werenāt very developed, I think I may have had one or perhaps two sexual encounters with Belial but it hasnāt happened again since then. Donāt remember who initiated them.
I have only had one sexual encounter with him. And I think it was so that he could make a point to me that heās interested in more than just helping with one particular problem Iām asking about currently. And maybe also to help me see that there is already a familiarity between us and has been for some time, even before I knew him. He came suddenly in the midst of a dream and there was just darkness. I sensed the form of someone there and I knew it was him.
There was such a warmth and lovingness that I kissed the form and one thing led to another. The imagery was quite striking as well, considering that as I mounted him I was engulfed in flames. It wasnāt painful, just very intense and I felt so powerful. Not to mention, I was screaming (like, literal screams of power and ecstasy). I woke up like, wow thanks for that. But since then I have expressed that Iām not comfortable with that. He understands and respects my boundaries.
I have had the same experience of the sex thing with him.
He kept wanting to fuck me and have sex with me but he wanted me to want it and allow myself to permit to embrace the lustfulness and sex vibrations.
He was very very forceful and kept seducing me very strongly, I kept trying to turn away from him, however his cock was acting like a magnet and trying to suck me into it to worship him and give myself to him.
He felt like a cockroach being, it had a very insect, bug feel to him.
Was a very intense experience.
Did you find this sexually attractive?
Never had sex with him, but he did use sexual metaphors to teach me things.
Sex with him is not an automatic thing, it depends on the person, their personality, the way they learn, the lessons he has planned, ECT.
While their was no sex, there was energy exchange and sex is a medium for exchanging energy. That may be what heās ultimately concerned with.
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What I meant with āhaving sexā was more sort of a communion type of exchange of sexual energy.
Not literal sex.
I was not used to this, and I created the thread but people misunderstands.
I didnāt notice the date of the post.
I see the misunderstanding.
I expected maybe that sort of exchange with more sexual entities and not Belial at first, but ended up noticing Belial has a strong cunning manipulative sexual attitude (in a good way).
It was good to learn these traits.
The very first time I worked with Belial, aā¦problem arose that had to be dealt with, with rapidity.
But only the first time, otherwise I donāt get any sort of sexual/sensual feels.
Had to recharge a long running working Iām doing, and it happened again.
Iām thinking it may have to do with energy transference during the work. Maybe it becomes to much for our bodies to handle, and it needs to
come out somehow.
In a Hunter and the Hunted way yes. He kept chasing me and seducing me and I kept resisting and playing it hard to get, I was aroused but also a bit confused and uncertain of what would happen if I did embrace it
I hadnāt summoned him or knew him too well when he came to me that sexually, he was very very cunning and seemed like he wanted me to come to him out of my own free will, to want it and to embrace it on my own
@Lady_Eva I did, which was even worse, was so conflicted and felt the danger, he felt like the most dangerous being I have felt up to date , but at the same time he felt like he wanted to be lovers, he was powerful and confident, was definitely nerve wracking but also attractive. I was just damn young at the time to answer the request haha I kept changing my mind, he made me face my self inflicted and societal shame for being sexually powerful, confident and comfortable. As I definitely feel like an outcast for being as sexually deviant as I am.
He was exactly like that with me
Belial is very sexual and some people I have heard shared their experiences with himā¦he is known to take sexual offeringsā¦as in sexual intimacy and relationshipā¦as an offering to him. He does all of thatā¦runningā¦chasingā¦but he also is a sucker for loveš. His big bad image seems to many people as dangerous, unapproachable and intimidatingā¦ Those are the vibes he gives off initially but once you get to know himā¦to a certain extentā¦he slowly opens up another side to himā¦which he isnāt too willing to open up easilyā¦but he loves to be lovedā¦just for the sake of itā¦for a relationship and yes he will offer you his guidance, protection and teach you as well. So having a personal relationship with a spirit like him is greatly helpful but again its a mutual thing ā¦canāt be forcedā¦or forged just like that. It has to come naturally from both sides.