I’ve been seeing Balam all morning.
He woke me up and just stayed.
So I spoke to him .
He said I need to follow him.
We ended up in a desert with pyramids
But it changed to a lush gardens
The pyramid was gold and glistened in the sun
He was holding a staff that seemed to have a lions head at the top.
He said I had to go into the pyramid alone.
I walk up to it and find the entrance. It’s dark inside and unsettles me.
I close my eyes and feel for the lamps…I will them to light …
I’m in a big room but there is a type of threshold and another room.
I walk thru it , it feels like walking through a fIlm.
It feels thick and clear… almost like going thru a spider Web.
There is a cloaked figure in there he holds a chalice…
It has a liquid inside …he says you must drink this but add the contents of the pouch you were given
I was given a pouch of herbs from the vudon Lady when I visited Aluriel s circle.
I add the contents and drink it. It causes convulsions. .
And I’m lying on the floor of the pyramid on my back…the wall look like a map of stars.
They are all there…
In the center at the point there is one huge star.
Alderbaran … it is huge and bright and twinkles…
I hear a voice say yes yes Alderbaran … .
It turns and pulsates …
Alderbaran is home… the eye of the bull. …
The bull is home.
The stars move and turn slowly like a giant clock …
The bright orange giant …star …sun…
Connects the dots princess… follow.
I lie there watching something that feels an infinity of time…
They move like gears. .
These stars …
I reach for the giant star …it feels like a current of fire runs from it into my hand and into my veins…
I feel empowered and fiery …
I feel like I have found something I’ve always know.
I am fire …
I feel dizzy from watching the star clock turn.
Even though it moves slow.
I finally sit up and there is a table in the room.
It has drink and food.
The cloaked figure is there pointing to it…
I feel like Alice in wonder land.
This will feed your spirit and make you stronguys
Take it and be strong.
Daughter of the stars.
Step into your realms.
You are so much more.
I take the food… and feel refreshed
Like all my stress has fallin away.
Go back now and remember your
Are Alderbaran you are solar you are fire.
Shine for us all.
I leave the pyramid and Balam is waiting patiently for me …
He gives me the staff…
It appears this is for you my princess.
I take it it feels familiar
I wonder what it means.
The staff will help you draw your fire from source.
No thank you… dear one. We are on this journey together. All of us.