You don’t know me and I don’t know you. But I find it important to talk about in case someone else is in the same position as myself. So.. let me begin.
I found myself on the way of “magic” about 5 years ago. I learned how to astral travel, how to hear and see spirits and other realms. I learned how to control my abilities and other things. At this stage I’m not much different from most magicians. So what happend in the next 5 years to this very day.. left more questions than answers.
I began my work in magic through demons and finished in a greek pantheon of gods. In the day when I did my first evocation of greek god, demons without warnings just attacked me in case to make sure I will not leave them. Anyway I did it, but consequences were serious.
At this point more greek gods starts appear in my life by them selfs, even if I never called on them first. Periodically, waves of demons still came to me while I fought back and engaged in diplomacy with their archdemons. Thouse were hard years. But I did it.
What about greek gods? Well, I had some sort of support from them (thanks). But these years were too much wild for me and I was need in a rest. I was fed up with spirits in general at this point. I told greek gods about it and left good offerings preparing to have a good break. Guess what, pressure from them increased. Omfg. I will skip round 2 of diplomacy. Now I’m finally alone.
This is where new problem showed up. I’m LITERALLY alone as I wished to. I can’t make a contact with greeks again and with a new deities from other pantheons at all. I was claimed as a man with bad reputation. Why? I don’t know, can only guess.
Any of you have been in this situation? It would be great at least to know exact reasons why. And somehow I need to improve my reputation. From my view I was in danger and I did everything I had to remain sovereign.
I find this really interesting, as it reminds me of my experience with Hecate. She’s the only Greek goddess I have connected with.
So, I’m VERY standoffish when it comes to uninvited contact, which I see as a basic spiritual hygiene practice, and I don’t normally accept visits from randoms, but this one was in relation to a friend. I found her incredibly demanding, selfish and pushy, and I banished her from my life.
That had no effect on my ability to make contact with other entities though.
You sound very nice and diplomatic - I started out that way but very quickly switched to just attacking her with fire. That got the message across.
So, it sounds like these butthurt gods are still around and affecting you, blocking your energy.
I would look at completing the disconnect and banishing them from your reality, not just your vicinity. You just have to be more indignant about it.
They’re not really “gods”, ime, not as we think of what that word means today - none of them are - they are spirits not much different than any other, lording it with the power we give them by the millions, but they are nevertheless beholden to us. Not very grateful, really
You do not have to justify yourself. You have been abused, and still are, you’ve a right to self defense by universal law.
I don’t think that greek gods still trying to block me in some way. But what if?.. I think about it.
Because I received clear answers from other gods from other pantheons that they are not interested in me.
In fact, I tried Ishtar (Mesopotamia), Aine (Celtic), Freja (Nordic), Hathor(Egypt), Divia (Slavic)
This is nonsense for me because I never get any type of refusals before. Ya, I know that I’ m not sugar princess that everyone should love. But I feel something is really wrong.
Maybe greeks somehow deliberately disgraced my portfolio and added to my reputation on the “world arena” things that I never did or distorted the facts? For example to force me come to them from a vulnerable position and agree to work under super bad conditions in order to restore my reputation that they themselves made bad?
I don’t think that some little human like me can be a target for those who claims themselves “gods”. They have more valuable things to do. But anyway who knows..
Eh, I don’t think this is the case. They are not a monolithic, organized group by any means. A whole lot of entities have never heard of the greek entities, which are largely either egregores made by humans or masks of older entities humans knew already, many existed long before the greek civilization did and there’s no reason for them to care what they think. A lot are not even from Earth.
Many would be open to at least having a conversation, because contact with humans is in their interests and agenda.
The common element is you, not them.
Maybe try contacting your higher self, and ask it what is blocking you and how to resolve it.
Did you make any oaths? Being known as an oathbreaker on the spiritual planes could explain why other entities don’t want to work with you. You can’t be trusted.
@Alore Could it be that the Demons represent unhealed aspects of yourself that you’ve been avoiding. For example e.g. Ire - anger (repressed anger) strife - (inner turmoil) could they represent parts of your self you’ve been ignoring and trying to push down. Therefore creating the shadowself to attack you with emotional trauma, nightmares depression, anxiety ect. Maybe there not actually attacking you but forcing you to confront the things you’ve push down.
Just a different perspective on the matter. Could be they want you to face the issues and heal it slowly.
I also know a man who works with cristian angels and demons at the same time. I find it absolutely amazing and can get it.. how tf is this possible without having troubles. Absolutely amazing
I don’t think it was a kind gesture from demons who were trying to “show me something inside me.” When waves of 3-5 demons of various stripes come to you over the several years, like debt collectors, to collect your debts. Even when you don’t owe anything. It’s just typical racketeering.
There is no need to justify obvious violence with your fantasies
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Because these are preconceptions based on religious dogma.
One religion’s demon is a conquered people’s god. Belial is a god, Ashtoreth is Ishtar aka Innana, Lucifer is Jesus, The devil is Pan and Cernunnos and every other male fertility god of nature.
… Funny how Asher, Jehova’s original wife didn’t get demonized when the Jews went monotheistic. They didn’t always have only one god, did you know?
It’s off topic for this thread, so I won’t go into it further here. I recommend you try the search there are posts asking if this is possible as well as posts about workings with begs that have both labels.
Why let someone’s else’s dogma from a religion you may not even follow control your mind or your magick? And over a “war in heaven” that was supposedly thousands of years ago. Everything changes.
