Yes!!
No not physically alone but I mean clinical depression because of feeling mentally alone.
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Oh, well now and days, depression seems pretty common. However yeah I know how that feels. Thatās usually either from chemical imbalances or from societal/social causes. Everyoneās reasons for feeling alone are different.
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Ever think what happens when that drops and depression becomes psychotic depression? Lets see now, feed people some bullshit, to make them feel good, and then, um drop them into the reverse of that after some sleep deprivation. Where do you think mass hysteria comes from? Its scary, stuff like that, not too far off from a zombie plague.
Oh yeah, and donāt be so arrogant to think you are immune from this NO ONE is immune.
I never assumed I was immune from anything? If anything its arrogant to assume you know what Iām thinking or assuming Iām being arrogant by thinking Iām āimmuneā ā when I said no such thing. Thanks.
People donāt appreciate being called things.
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if itās gone into clinical depression than you need to work things out. it goes that far because one makes habit of feeling along on purpose over and over. then the body condition for such and harder to get into other emotional states. Itās not normal to keep feeling same feelings. Human suppose to rotate emotions depending on experiences. People who are depress somehow condition that depression is reactive response to every experience. thatās not normal . need to learn how to feel different emotions.
Itās the negative recurring thoughts that make people feel depress. how? cuz such neg thoughts release chemicals that make you feel such. do it long enough and thatās all your mind /body does and forget how to release happy endorphins. Thatās when the psychologist/psychiatrist diagnose you to be clinical depress and drug you up. Some times itās the bad repeat habit of neg. thoughts that is the cause . docs get confuse with neg. thoughts causing chemical imbalance vs actual chemical imbalance. They test for chemical imbalance and find it so cuz the brain is making it imbalance by way of constant neg. thoughts. drugs would be the last thing to use in my opinion. There are many methods to try first.
the first is learning NLP. how the mind process events to create emotions. you be surprise how easy it is once you learn how to elicit any emotions at will just with your imagination. Then one will feel normal again and not be control be emotions. People are lazy to learn. they let poor habit decide how they feel.
stay away from dwelling on neg. emotion that donāt serve you. NLP can teach you to reframe anything so that you canāt stay trap in such emotions for long time which can do damage to your mind thoughts which affect your daily life.
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Yes. I honestly have felt like an alien trying to blend in with among humans ever since I was a small child.
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Not much, but Iām very introverted, and Aquarian, and interacting with humans is an effort that drains me, and I donāt really count other humans as ācompanyā. Iāve never āintegratedā in my life, I behave in line with norms when needed, and run away when done.
I donāt know if itās because so many are āempty vesselsā, since I donāt get to interface with them enough to make that judgement, but online and abstract is plenty for me.
I mean, I do hobbies like pottery, and almost no-one else I know does pottery and Iām not worried that I canāt talk pottery with anyone. Why would I care about talking about the occult, even among occultists it gets too personal to get casual with very quickly.
I prefer to be āaloneā away from humans, but even then, as an animist and working with the entities as I do, Iām aware that Iām never alone and itās too hard to get to be alone (I tried). And I have, and I had to get over feeling overwhelmed and constantly under siege. Try talking a walk in a forest and notice how jam-packed that is with life and spirits, youāre breathing them in thereās so many. You canāt be alone if you try. Void meditations are about the best I can get.
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I relate to this. I prefer my own company.
I tend to favor nature and animals over humans though, so for me itās getting away from humans and cities ā and wanting to be in natural areas. Like I feel āalienā from other humans but totally at piece within nature.
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This.
I look like a total normie for someone who doesnāt know me.
Donāt make the mistake of thinking other people have no depth in their lives, just because you donāt know of it.
When I talk to people, I donāt instantly go like āOh, I summon angels and do spells.ā That doesnāt mean I donāt talk about spirituality. Do it on a philisophical level, starting with a glass of wine and with common things everybody can talk about. And then you will see how much you can say.
When I chat with strangers however, I just like to talk about the weather and which vegetables grow well this year. No need to talk about spirituality with everyone.
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This is how I feel when people think theyāre part of some 1% of practitioners or people with spiritual depth just because their everyday people donāt go around flexing about being āsuper spiritualā
Plus itās much more interesting simply to watch everyday people go about their lives because it really makes you think how they may wonder the same thing or how their spirituality impact their lives and so forth.
Even if itās me being in my own head lol people have their own vibes.
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Well I guess a good way to give this perspective is that to everyday people, we look like everyday people. When your just out and about.
No one is gonna know differently unless we decided to divulge any more information about ourselves. If not, weāre as normal and dull as the everyday person.
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The thing is everyday people I donāt find dull at all. Them doing their everyday thing is what makes them not dull lol. Iād rather enjoy the vibe of everyday than constantly discuss demons and succubus babygorls any day lol.
So the sense of feeling alone I never considered for me to be a bad thing but more of a normality?
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I probably used to the wrong word. But I didnāt mean people are boring - however you donāt see them doing rituals in the middle of the road, or other things that Society wouldnāt deem normal. So I meant more like the average joe.
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Depression was never common until the system of order has been built upon us.
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You could be forgiven. 
Thereās a joke fet in fetlife āYou think Iām strange; I think youāre boringā.
Pearls and swine. Donāt tell them what they donāt want to hear and you donāt have to find out. Finding out that yet another person is kinda shallow IS depressing to me; I donāt want to know.
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Lol idk why people are assuming Iām categorizing people I never met as ānormies.ā Maybe ask before you jump into conclusions. Just from that, that already right there is ānormieā thinking. To assume someone feels lonely because they feel some sort of special snowflake syndrome. Gtfo with that bs lol donāt act like people are the same as you
Not sure why you think they are? That was Velenos said that, not you.
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Fyi, censorship is real in this system so by default, people will be alienated by the system just by living in it.
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Yeah I know. Thatās just for future comments that will sound like Velenos