OK, I have probably done this completely wrong but it was desperation yesterday.
A friend of ours has been involved in an accident (no details as yet), but we know the term is ‘poorly’ - I started to chant Marbas’s enn and again before sleep and said to take whatever energy I had to help heal and ensure our friend pulls through.
Today, I feel like I have been run over, legs wobbly, unbelievably fatigued - I don’t want to bother Marbas again to help me in the event it gets pulled from my friend or loved ones.
What I am aiming for is pulling energy into me to revitalise myself and have enough to push out.
Agreed but in my experience too much fire energy causes a backlash of depression later. I personally would say vamp off a person and filter the energy so you don’t get their gunk.
I’m not aware that I have ever vampired off someone and sure as hell don’t want to hurt someone else in the process if they have a health condition themselves. Actually I probably have picked up others energy and crap so maybe not that.
Good, pure, unprocessed, raw. The theobramine is a mental stimulant, unlike caffeine, it wont give you a crash, and if you use it in combination with an energizing meditation it can do wonders for your thoughts, critical thinking will skyrocket.
That makes sooo so so much sense and explains so much. I wrote in my journal a while back that dark chocolate tends to curb my blood lust. I always wondered why.
Chi kung / qi gong exercises are great for that.
You don’t have to do the whole tai chi form some of the simplest breathing exercises actually work great
Oh gosh don’t get me started.
Well tbh it’s not that I want to eat it. I just really really want it on my skin… and all over my face. It gets so bad I shake.
Coconut oil is good brain food, some stuff with brain metabolism you can read about if you search coconut oil alzheimers (which is a disease of brain metaboilism in some ways) you’ll see that coconut oil seems to help some people.