So I’ve gone through your post here and some of your other threads, and my assessment is that you have a few problems
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You sound like you engage with/internalize too much blackpill content
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You may have unrealistic expectations given your skill level
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You have a bad general attitude/strategy towards Magick and picking up women
Point 1
Now, lets go through these in order. First, its quite a coincidence that I come across yet another user within a day who I suspect of being a blackpiller. This philosophy seems to be spreading like a cancer among young impressionable men, which is unfortunate because it does nothing for you. The reason I suspect you engage with blackpill content is because you speak like them. The hyperventilation and doomerism over being a 30 y/o virgin, overemphasis on looks (especially the face) at the neglect of almost everything else that is important for attraction, your somewhat autistic approach to picking up women…all tend to be hallmarks of a blackpiller. Even if I’m wrong, it doesn’t quite matter because you behave exactly like them and so you will have the same result as the ones who happen to try Magick.
The problem with having blackpill beliefs is that the blackpill is the antithesis of Magick. The essence of blackpill ideology is that your lot in life is determined through your genetics at birth, whereas the essence of Magick and the left hand path is that your lot in life can be altered by significant degrees via the application of occult knowledge. Like the last blackpiller I just talked to you likely suffer from the conflict in your mind between the two philosophies. You may believe in magick, and you may not think that “its over” for you, but your belief in the blackpill supersedes your belief in magick. So you have enough faith in Magick to half-ass attempt it, but your blackpilled way of thinking will prevent your magick from working, because effective love magick cannot be done if you can’t genuinely envisage the result that you’ve asked for (ie. women in their prime finding you attractive even though you’re balding, have an imperfect canthal tilt, or a recessed jaw). You cannot serve two masters. One of these beliefs have to go. Magick is not a hard science where adding Hydrogen and Oxygen into a beaker will give you water 100% of the time, regardless of the mental state of the person mixing the elements. When it comes to magick, your mental state going into ritual matters.
Point 2
You seem to have pretty wild expectations for someone who is still fairly new to magick. Is it possible to develop a harem of women via proper magickal workings? Yes. Is it possible at your current skill level and mental state to do it? Well, I have my doubts. I’m not sure what this obsession is with needing to bed hordes of women given your current predicament. Right now, you’re a 30 y/o virgin. How about you start from a more sane and practical position of getting one attractive woman into bed first…then move on to more once you’ve climbed that first rung of the ladder. You’re putting the cart before the horse. If your experience with Magick is on the low end, start the game on easy mode, then progress naturally to harder and harder difficulty levels as you get some confidence-building wins under your belt. You can barely speak to women, yet you thought it would be a good idea to overwhelm yourself with a harem. Doesn’t make sense to me.
Point 3
Your general strategy here with both Magick and women is a bit lacking. Lets start with the magick:
Right away I can already see one potential problem. Like most newcomers to magick who have doubts about its efficacy, instead of going with one spirit which is more than enough to get a person regular sex, you choose to employ half the spirits in the astral realm because you don’t have much confidence in any one of them individually being able to do the job on their own, and as usual, this approach ended in failure. You asked the question:
In reality willowtree, any one of those spirits is more than capable of completing this task. The problem is not with them. Its most likely with you. Your confidence in magick is not strong enough to pull off what you’re asking for. I’m not even sure if its strong enough to pull off even getting a single attractive woman…due to your blackpillish beliefs. Why would you need a stronger spirit than say Asmoday for example, when Asmoday on his own was perfectly capable of getting users like @Otherion a threesome? How is it that you could employ Asmoday, along with four other spirits of the goetia and get zero sex, but Otherion uses just Asmoday alone and lands a threesome without having to even leave his house? Well, the key is what I said above. Otherion has full faith and confidence in magick and in any individual spirit of the goetia to get simple tasks like getting laid done. You do not. This is something you need to work on.
And now onto your strategy on picking up women in general. Who in gods name told you that it was a great idea to creepily hang around in a hotel for a month to pick up passersby? Like…if you said you went to the same bar for a month straight, I’d have more sympathy because at least you’re in a place where folks are expecting to be hit on to some degree. Why would you hang around in a hotel where a good chunk of the folks going there are probably already taken? Magick works the path of least resistance normally…meaning that if you ask for women, its going to pick out from a crowd the women that require the least amount of effort to pull (ie. single women). What bothers me here is that you were warned about this beforehand. Experienced female users like @Mulberry told you back in March not to do this, but you did it anyways. Why? Again, this goes towards the general half-assed nature of your approach to all this. You aren’t really taking the time to approach your problem in a reasoned and methodical way. Its seems like more of a harry potter fantasy sort of approach, where you spill enough blood, say Abracadabra, and within a few weeks, women will be all lined up at your hotel room door ready to get fucked. You’re doing things wrong mate, but you need to actually be willing to humble yourself and listen to advice that is being given to you. Only then will you start to see success.