This may sound like a stupid question, but I have to know, if there’s a possibility.
First off I’ve always had demons surrounding me, my mom even had dreams where I’m surrounded by demons. When I started to look into paths outside of Christianity was when I had a dream where Lucifer said “You’re one of us, my child.” The dream did feel real, and certain things that happened in the dream, I still felt when I woke up (touching, and stuff like that). When using my pendulum I asked if I were a demon on multiple occasions, and I always get a yes. When using the Ouija Board, multiple spirits have said I was a demon, without me asking if I was one. I once even gotten my grandma (it felt like her, and the energy didn’t feel nasty), she’s even said I was one. I’ve also noticed without using much power or energy I can ‘cast away’ a spirit, I feel is harmful, either to me or those around me.
So I’m asking, if what the spirits around me say, could be true? Also I get multiple times on the Ouija board I will birth the Anti-Christ, and that’s why sex is an issue and painful to me, because it’s not with the right person. Haha.
Could any of this be true, if so, how can I access more power? Haha.