I got Robert Bruce other book Mastering Astral Projection. Have to wonder why he wrote 2 books.
If I could work consistently I would be done with the 90days already. š„ø My time is limited. If Iām reading BALG forum I dont have time for my own stuff. haha 
but I do spend time looking for info on the forumā¦ I guess that counts as my own stuff
Hey if you ever need to talk im here. These sound like really bad traumas that keep happening. Im sorry this Keeps happening. If you donāt like something itās not okay for it to continue. You are valid and amazing and deserve to be happy and have Power over your body and anything that tries to take that away should be banished.
Oh Iām alright, just really loved the song, and the lyrics reminded me of few things, but thank you, I will keep that in mind 
Oh I was replying to the oobe post
This one
Ooooh, my bad ahahah 
I didnāt even check to which messaged you answered 
Iāve kind of dealt with it, it is still happening but no more sexual stuff, seems like there was something I had to understand, thatās why it kept happening
Huh. As long as you are okayš¤ im glad youāre doing betterā¤
Donāt worry 
On a side note, Iāve bought recently a pendulum made in Oxyx with a bit of Obsidian at the end, and so far it has given me pretty good results compared to the very first one I bought.
Itāll be mostly to work with Belial on my spiritual journey, as Iāve dedicated the pendulum to him by making a custom order to fit something I had in mind. Iāve had the thought to put a bit of blood on it, to strengthen the connection between us and I have to say I am pretty happy about the results I got.
I am still not super confortable with it because I find it hard to ask yes or no questions, when I have so many more in minds
Heās dropped a lot of good stuff over time. I prefer his older stuff, but heās definitely good at what he does.
I agree, I donāt listen much that kind of music, but I like what he does
Omg!!! I love him!!
Yooo! Iām so happy 
My favorite from clouds has to be drifting or prideful personally
The first songs from him Iāve heard were āLieā and āLet you downā. Really like his work
Mine was actually intro 1š¤£ I agree heās really good!
Todayās meditation was short but interesting. I wanted to try out different things, to see how I would react, what I would see or feel, or hear.
Iāve started by sitting down on my bed, relaxing my body and calming my thoughts. I begin focusing on my third eye, to see what I could get. I then had a thought in my head, something like having a good breathing technique helps moving the energy inside of your body, if you breath correctly, the energy will flow correctly.
So I was like alright, lets try that. I lay down, and starts focusing on my breath, feeling the energy inside. I beginned to see some things, its a bit hard to tell what it was as they were all quite blurry, but I was under the impression I could actually āseeā my room with closed eyes. My ears were also popping a bit.
Again had that thought in my head, like a voice telling me to work on my awareness, to bring it inside of my body, to feel every members, every single parts, from nails to toes. Then, to bring it outside of my body, to feel the energies around me. I did that few times, switching my awareness inside of my body, then out, then in, then out again.
I focused a bit more on the outside. What are the energies around me, what does they feel like ? Do I get any colors in mind ? Those were some of the questions I asked to myself during the process.
The energy of my room was quite soft, calm, a bit warm maybe but not too much, just enough. I had a feeling of something āwateryā, with a blue color. I thought it was funny because the walls of my rooms are literally bright red lol, it is a bit of a change to āseeā blue.
I stopped a bit after, because I wanted to write those things down. I shall continue a bit later though.
In astral dynamics Robert talks about this being the first stage of oob
