18+ The path from a slave of lust to a master of the mind! #1

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Don’t worry, I’ll be making a new update topic no more than once a month.

Warning: Lots of swearing and explicit topics! 18+

There will be a lot of text here, but it’s necessary for context.

Let’s start some kind of serious and helpful journal stuff!

Yeah, thats me… you probably wonder how i got here? Well… I have a problem with lust, namely sexual addiction, an uncontrollable desire for all kinds of sexual pleasures. Pornography addiction, sex addiction, masturbation addiction, perverted sexual fetishes that can lead to physical harm to health - that’s all me, pervert, internal whore, shameful slave to her own desires. I’m a fucking 25-year-old adult and I can’t control this desire. I’ll tell you more, I’ve now gotten seriously into magic and the occult ONLY so I can get fucked by some demon. I often ignored any safety rules and performed rituals only because I was sexually aroused. Of course, this has led and continues to lead to a number of bad consequences, including danger to my loved ones.

It started when I was [younger]? I don’t remember. I was innocently surfing the internet and accidentally found a porn video. That’s basically how I learned what sex was. It looked shocking, terrible, disgusting, but I couldn’t resist and something inside wouldn’t let me stop… my hands reached out and I clumsily began to… yeah.

This was the beginning of big problems. I started watching porn again and again. Over the years, my preferences changed, my tolerance grew, my tastes became more and more perverted. I craved new pleasures, and it was never enough. I did it again and again, even though it was harmful and I knew it would be harmful. I couldn’t and still can’t stop. And if I imagine that I become such a skilled “magician” that I can have a bunch of energetic orgasms and demonic fucking… well… that would be a tragic end for me. Sexual desire is a very powerful motivator, so I can probably achieve these super pleasures, but without the ability to fight even the real ones, I’ll be lost like a drug addict under an abandoned bridge with a bunch of substances…

I got tired of this years ago, tried dozens of methods to overcome it, but nothing worked… affirmations, behavioral therapy, some prayers to God, buddhist psychology, physical exercise, a list of psychological exercises, and so on. The longest I could abstain from sexual pleasure was about two weeks, and then I’d relapse again. It’s all shit and giggles until you fuck your ass until it’s bloody and shit, you know… It’s hard when you know in your mind that you don’t want it and that it’s harmful, but your whole body craves pleasure again and again. And lust is impossible to satisfy! I could masturbate multiple times a day until the desire went away, but then it comes back even stronger. After every act of sexual pleasure I feel bad and don’t want to repeat it, but when the desire returns, I can’t think about anything else.

By the way, I have no problems with discipline in eating, exercising, studying, and working. I once thought my greatest weakness was vanity and pride… but over the years I’ve become wiser and more humble, but my lustful desires are only getting worse… Important clarification: I have no health problems that could provoke my lustful activity.

So, I’m tired and don’t want to remain a slave to my desires and lust! For years, I’ve felt that sexual lust is my greatest weakness, the one that’s destroying me. Now I think I’m ready to make another attempt to overcome lust! Maybe after this I’ll become a super-mega-powerful sorcerer, who knows XD.
If someone says that lust is not so bad… nope.

  1. First of all, the worst thing you can say to a sex addict is to give them an excuse.
  2. Secondly, the coolest guys like Shiva, Jesus and Buddha Shakyamuni claimed that overcoming lust was a necessary step for enlightenment (or whatever they had). So I’d rather listen to the cool guys.

So, all you lustful and horny people who want to overcome lust – join me! Let’s try to become masters of our desires through our combined efforts and knowledge! It’s time to free ourselves from our obsessive desires and become masters of our feelings and lives! Liberation from lust is close (I hope).

Well, the goal of this first post is to gather your suggestions, techniques, and strategies for overcoming lust. My plan so far consists of daily physical exercise, mindfulness meditation, self-reflection, and perhaps some technique for “redirecting” sexual energy in the body. I think I’ll spend a couple of days preparing and begin my complete abstinence from sexual pleasures and pornography, sex and masturbation, for at least a month (which will already be my record).

I also have an idea to start building a relationship with some spirit, asking them to help me with my lust. I was initially attracted to Naamah, but I think her wild sexuality isn’t quite what I need to abstain from sexual pleasures. Perhaps the most reliable way would be to build a relationship with one of the cool guys I listed above, who know better than others how to deal with temptation and lust?

  1. I grew up in a Christian family and had experiences with Jesus. You know how each spirit’s energy feels different? I can’t say much, but Jesus always felt like “a guy you want to trust.” He never caused me any harm or problems and always protected me when I called on him. But I don’t like the church, their community is often very… judgmental.
  2. I studied Buddhism in depth, but only from a philosophical perspective. I don’t remember anything about rituals dedicated to Buddha.
  3. If I’m not mistaken, I remember seeing a story on this forum about Shiva fucking some guy’s eye socket with his dick. Doesn’t sound like the best advertisement for our mission…

Well, that’s it for now. I’m planning to spend a couple of days gathering information and start daily training in December!

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I hope I didn’t accidentally break any community rules. Just in case, I apologize. :sweat_smile:

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Legit incarnated succubus :sob:

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Underage mention redacted.

You might want to know, this forum is open to internet web crawlers and posts get archived within the hour usually. Anything you don’t want permanently recorded on the Internet would be better behind a login like on fb or a more private forum.

I will add, what it sings like is it situation is made worse by dooamine addiction. Porn is designed to do this to you. It may be less you and more that you just need to go child Turkey from porn and find other things to get your dopamine levels back under your control.

Magickally speaking, It’s hijacked your brain, and you’re now feeding parasites, which are making it worse in an endless spiral, so good on for deciding to take back your energy and your sovereign power.

Link to studies about your brain on porn.

Also look up on YouTube how to rest your dopamine, it’s huge and thousands if not hundred of thousands are working on this. That’s a wave of energy that makes it easier for all.

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I remember that. People are allowed their upg.

There is no advertising, no “mission”, no thought police and we don’t evangelize here. He spoke for himself and his personal experience, and everybody should be clear about that, where they stop and others begin. His experience belongs to nobody else and everybody must find their own way.

Each person’s jouney is their own.

Know thyself. It’s the only and the highest goal of magick. The great work. The rest is window dressing to get you comfy enough to do the work. To know yourself is to become enlightened or ascended and know that you are “god” or whatever you want to call that, and only you say who you are, and by then you will also know exactly why.

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I have realized that sexual energy is potential energy — either you sublimate it by working on something, or it stagnates and has to be released in some way. I’ve also noticed that on the days I preserve my sexual energy, it’s easier for me to be more disciplined, and challenges or difficult moments seem much more insignificant.

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Got it! :saluting_face:

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Interestingly, this only worked for me temporarily. At some point, no pleasure could compare to sexual desire. From studying the psychology of addictive behavior, I know for sure:

  1. You can’t just remove addictive behavior, because if it’s present in your behavior, it performs some function and has a purpose. This may not be the best coping strategy, but if it exists, it somehow fulfills its function. So when fighting any addiction, this behavior needs to be replaced with something more productive.
  2. If you don’t repeat the addictive behavior, it will begin to fade over time, but it will never disappear completely. This means that even years later, you’ll need to maintain your methods for overcoming lust.

Well, this topic might turn into a psychology debate now or lecture :rofl:

But the point is that I need to somehow replace my sexual activity, but I can’t yet figure out what can compare to such power… Maybe I’ll find some techniques that will allow me to simply “move” sexual energy when it builds up, so as not to let it accumulate, and let it go somewhere else… maybe to another chakra, I don’t know.

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I feel like I give out more energy than I suck in… Unfair existence :grinning_face_with_smiling_eyes:

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My main problem with sublimation is the process itself… “How do I do it?” I tried doing other things, but the sexual desire didn’t go anywhere. :melting_face:

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That is normal for yang people, such as men. Women tend to be yin and absorb energy. Yang is loud, bright, giving and yin more quiet, dim, receiving.

Yes you can, This has no purpose for you - but to the parasitic force that is using you. You are within your rights to rid yourself of something attacking you.

Depends on your hormones. You are driven by your hormones, they even affect your personality as well as multiple drives, moods and interest. Over time, with age and sometime other causes, hormones change and typically reduce over time.

You talk like a gay male (women don’t usually talk this way). But if you are female then you will go through menopause and that is largely the end of that unless you take hormone therapy. Nothing lasts forever.
You would also have noticed that a woman’s cycle makes us less horny for half the month and very horny before our period - a mans cycle is daily with highest testosterone in the morning, not monthly. Most women don’t feel too hot after their periods partly due to the change in hormones. Also PMS and cramps are not nice and the higher our hormones are, the worse those are. A woman’s hormones out of whack will cause a lot more physical and emotional issues, like heavy periods even to getting anemia, mood swings, depression, aches and pains and cramping that you don’t mention anything about. So I’m guessing not.

If you’re male you’ll have none of that. You can be horny practically for free.

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We already told you. alchemize it. Working out is one way. Meditation to raise your kundalini is another. Robert Bruce’s books give an explanation of how that is very accessible to western language speakers.

I will move your posts and the responses from the other thread in here, as they are more pertinent to this discussion than the Incubus one.

Please do try to remember this is a discussion forum not social media, and we want to keep the discussions coherent as much as possible.

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Here you are, legend! I’m glad I registered an account and can finally ask questions on the forum and participate here! Okay, let’s move on. :grin:

Oh, the wisest one, I have a question about incubi and succubi… I used to think that they were just evil spirits who wanted sex and life energy, but reading the forum I began to learn that they have many “talents”, benefits, interests, and even characters!
But I’m just a person who wants to use spirits as whores (sorry for the swearing). I understand that this is wrong, and after learning more about succubi and incubi, and other spirits, I began to think… isn’t my behavior offensive to them, disrespectful?

Don’t get me wrong, I wouldn’t want to treat them that way, but lust… I feel like I can’t control my desires when it comes to lust and sex. But is it offensive to the incubi that I’m trying to build a relationship with them just for sex?

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@lustgirl Having Lust is one thing. Having no self control is another. Maybe work on Self-control first then come back to working them. Alot of horrors stories start like this because they only want the lust part but the lack of respect can come back and bite you in the ass. Also this can attract parasitic copycats so make sure you know how to banish & cleanse.

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It’s interesting about self-control… I have no problem abstaining from certain foods, alcohol, smoking… I can exercise, work and study regularly. The only thing I have absolutely no control over is lust. I’ve tried and continue to try for many years, but over time I give in. I just can’t stop.

But I would be INSANELY happy and grateful if you could tell me how to increase my self-control or control my lust. And I’m serious, I need it…:slightly_frowning_face:

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In chakra traditions, the intense energy of lust (sexual or creative energy), rooted in the sacral and root chakras, can be rechanneled or “transmuted” into a healing life force that flows upward through the body’s higher energy centers. This practice aims to transform a primal urge into a source of vitality, creativity, and spiritual awareness.

Understanding the Energy

Root Chakra (Muladhara): Associated with survival, security, and a sense of belonging. Its energy is grounding and foundational.

Sacral Chakra (Svadhisthana): The center of emotions, creativity, pleasure, and sexual energy (prana or chi). When activated, this energy is powerful and raw.

Methods for Rechanneling Lust into Healing

The process of rechanneling involves not suppressing the energy, but consciously directing its flow and expression.

Tantra and Taoism: These ancient traditions offer specific exercises for this transmutation. Tantra, in particular, provides methods to move energy from the lower to the higher chakras.

Physical Inversion: The shoulder stand pose (Sarvangasana) in yoga is cited as an effective exercise for physically redirecting sexual fluids and energy from the pelvic area toward the head.

Mindful Practices:

Meditation: Daily meditation helps to quiet the mind and become aware of the body’s energy flows.

Conscious Breathing: Intentional breathwork helps to guide the prana (life force) upwards through the spine and the various energy centers.

Affirmations: Using affirmations can help shift your mental focus from primal desires to creative and emotional intelligence.

Creative Expression: The same energy that fuels sexual desire is also the fuel for creativity. Channeling this energy into hobbies such as painting, dancing, writing, or playing music helps to express it positively and healthily.

Emotional Processing: Acknowledging and honoring your emotions is a key first step. Releasing pent-up emotions or past trauma allows energy to flow more freely.

Yoga and Movement: Specific poses can help balance these chakras. Hip-opening exercises, pelvic rocks, and hip circles are beneficial for the sacral chakra. Grounding poses can help balance the root chakra.

Connection with Nature: Spending time outdoors, walking barefoot (grounding), helps to balance root chakra energy, which provides a stable foundation for the sacral energy.

By applying these techniques, you can transform intense, potentially overwhelming, sexual energy into a source of self-love, emotional well-being, and profound creativity.

This way you are can still feel a healthy amount of sexual energy but it isn’t always based on overstimulating yourself.

Hope it helps

Kiss-lamia-lilith

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There’s a lot of useful information here, thank you… but… What does this mean? I can’t imagine redirecting my desire for sex to another activity. I can do a lot of things, but the lustful desire remains.
Staying on topic, can a succubus or incubus teach lust control?

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To add to the above, you may have higher than average sex hormones driving you, in which case I highly recommend channeling that extra energy into working out… like a demon. You will get ridiculously healthy, live longer and attract more partners in rl. This is what Marines in basic do when they can’t far for several weeks and the one who can do it are the ones who are successful - those that can’t, can’t because they are weak, and then they fail bootcamp - it’s practically used as a predictor or who can graduate (not by the trainers, by my oversexed Marine friend - if he can do it anyone can). So be the winner you want to be at any endeavor and work out to prove who’s in charge to yourself.

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It seems like I start exhausting physical training so that I don’t have any energy left for sex.:melting_face:

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Transmute the sexual energy into something else. It’s powerful and can be used for other things besides sex.

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