Tell me what you experienced in the spheres of the qlipoth. What book did you use? What sort of beings did you meet? What did you do? What sort of places did you find yourself in?
I can HIGHLY recommend ”The Book of Sitra Achra”. That one opened doors for me. My experience is that contrary to the runes and thurses that I’m more used to working with, Qliphothic energy feels more ”secretive”, druglike, invasive, corruptive and hallucinogenic in nature. The dreams will become a huge focus, and there is a more ”secretive darkness” to it than the directness and sometimes violence of runic and Thursian primal energy. It will slowly transform you to something else, and Those who reside in those spheres don’t ask you for permission to visit you. They will show themselves whenever they seem fit. Don’t be fooled by the seductive and nightly calmness though… because you are about to awaken powers and Fire beyond your wildest imagination.
Looking at my previous post it was a bit unhelpful let me rephrase.
I use Qliphothic Meditations book by Asenath Mason when approaching the spheres. It’s simple to follow and use and it very solid instructions and explainations in there, I love it and I would highly recommend it to anyone.
What @Voidgazer recommended works well too, I have that book myself, and it was explained really well by them.
As for the denizens of Gamaliel & Lillith other than Naamah and Lillith I saw: owls with black eyes, demons with huge ittypcal dongs, succubuses and inccubuses, hooded people who did sacrifices that either used me or other people/things.
The environment is mostly a forest with different atmospheres by a lake or a glade, or a mountaintops with stonefotmations (this is rare). As for what I did it depends on what you mean, do you mesn during the meditation or when I came out of it?
Here are a few selected journaled experiences off mine, if you want to read some:
How will this affect my day to day life?
It varies from person to person, but you will experience periods of hardship, unexpected change and chaos. From time to time, it will be very rough, but always know that it is for your highest good. You will of course also experience periods of intense bliss, strenght and inspiration. But be sure that this really is something that you want to do, because once you have invoked these forces into your life there is no turning back. Ascend or be devoured.
How do I protect myself?
There are many ways to do that. The best thing to do is to trust and follow your intuition but you should know how to do all these things before you enter the Qliphoth. Also, an extensive purification and strenghtening of your aura is good.