Well i am also 24 years old, they promised that i mill meet the woman that will be perfect for me
And she will appear we will meet until the July
They said she will show herself in wendesday
Funny cuz i was in my work, then Company have turned on Fire alarm two times and she was on Facebook this woman Perfect like from dream
And this was Wendesday i am kinda shy person so i always wanted that woman could start flirt to me not otherwise
And she was talking but we just talked via messeger three days and so she sended sentence i responded she didnt. Only for next day sentence per day.
And she have blocked be on messeger when i saw it my heart have hit my chest 2 times really hard like i was fucking die ing
And demons yes she have appeared in wendesday, i asked for for signs that she will come, Demoness said that if she will be close i will start to see black cars. And they idk was controling my eyes ? Cuz where was car i instanty looked on it black in time i started to look on black cars.
One evening i just was hungry so i decided to go out to shop. When i was going close at my doors i saw black jeep with black car windows it was just standing there but yet i never saw this car.
Ans they demons are fucking with me now cuz first i wanted to make pact, then i should do this thing if i want her ok i started to Painting
You need to forget about her
And now ok i will not fucnkng forgive you
Fucking lonely for 24 long years and now forget
And i started to say to them 1 i can dedicate my soul to satan, 2 i can give meself to Lilith that she could control my life in half
No curses, no lefting them etc.
3 joe behemoth x have shared the sigil that could destroy christian church
In the video on youtube called “You are Powerfull”
And i said that i can go do churches and do a hole put the sigil and then church should be destroying little by little by showing the problems etc
And guess what ? They wont accept it FUCKING KIDDING RIGHT ? THEY ARE SAING FOR FREE SHE WILL APPEAR
Well another thing cuz in my work is woman but christian and months ago i said something like to.myslef i will NEVER be together with christian woman and after some months have appeared woman christian and i was i shock cuz i forget about this what i said and i checked her facebook and then i have seen that she is christian i wanted to lay on floor and to not get up cuz i was WAS then grateful little, i wanted to work with demons.
So i said never and she have appeared after months, this woman who have blocked me lets call her HOPE so i said that Hope will never appear we will never meet its impossible right and she have Showed herselef on fucking facebook but we are not couple cuz we had to
Quote by demon “Never say never cuz it may happend”
Well i need to get some advice i said if she will not appear i will go to the christian woman and in July i will left you and dont get back
They said of course something like “What you rather woman who is closer to you (she is christian but also have two own kids) or you rather to wait for HOPE ?”
FUCK wait for someone who will not show to me face to face we will not be together, or go to christian woman who i can see and talk face to face
And also i will go to Angels i think
But they are idk saying you will not back you will stay wtih us, you will not left cuz we will give you something
idk maybe its finally truth
So this journey is fucked up loneley so long and they have gived a photo contact with her and threated me like dog puppy, like you holding a bone with meat and saying “Here puppy puppy you want it ? You want the bone, stay on two lags good dog aaa open mount so close ah meybe next time now i will get rid of the bone cuz why not right?”
Thats how is see it threated me like dog but also i was dickhead to them like shut up, fuck off but
Idk what i should do left them and go to closer woman and work with angels, or wait who knows how long for Woman who is in longer distance i think and wait and stay with demons
Cuz now i have reasons to left i can offer my self for not being loneley until death and they wont accept it
What to do ?