Of course ^^
For instance, a big narcisistic ego has a distinct energy. So does someone who’s angry, negative and complaining all the time. You don’t even need to be sensitive to notice those. I try to connect to that and pull some of that energy out. The more I practice this, the more I seem to be able to sense more subtle energies in others like this.
I would like to mention, that I don’t recommend this method for anyone. I am specifically doing this to try to learn how to transmute harmful energies.
Because they do not understand that the body is an powerful energy factory, it is possible to nourish the body and strengthen its mechanisms and will.
Most think they’ve really tried everything and vampirism is really the only option.
They think they are different, children of darkness, vampire, that’s why they have to steal energy.
No matter how you look at it, it is a disability, not a reason for pride, originality or anything like that.
I know all this and I managed to escape from this vicious circle.
Besides, I’m not good at vampriism, I’ve always had a bad association with it, even though Lilith tells me that i am different.
My cultivation took a different path.
Yes this is possible.
Now now, children. Stop your bickering, you are both right in some way ^^
Everybody and I mean EVERYBODY is responsible for their own actions. The most heinous people in history most definitely acted out of some sort of unresolved trauma combined inability to deal with their psychological imbalance/ problems, perhaps in a perfect storm combined with some sort of physical deficiency and/ or hormonal imbalance. For every heinous “evil” person there’s an example of somebody in a similar situation that either was able to manage themselves or even become a diamond, instead of a turd. There’s no devil whispering in anybody’s ear. The hard and uncomfortable truth is: as much as it’s easier for some people to be nice than others, there’s only yourself to blame if you are being an a-hole.
At the very least there’s entities feeding off the chaotic energy in someone’s being. I’ve had entities like that surrounding me from time to time my whole life. It can maybe drive you to act a bit more chaotic in some situations, but they can’t drive you to be a mass murderer or serial killer. If anything it can make you think a bit more deeply about your actions and why you do certain things. You are still responsible for your own actions regardless. However difficult your situation, no matter how much there are mitigating factors for why you act the way you do.
I do however believe that this entire modern time for the last say 200 years or so (maybe even longer) has been very much influenced by the infernal empire/ demons/ spirits from certain types of currents or however you wish to call them. More so than any previous (recorded) era’s.
Their agenda is not one of chaos and destruction for the sake of doing as much damage as they can. For as much as I’ve been able to gather, the driving inspiration is always evolution (mostly spiritual, perhaps also physical to some extend) and freedom. Evolution and growth does not come out of order and comfort, there’s always the necessity for catalysts and a certain amount of chaos to inspire evolution.
My beliefs around karma are quite different. I see it as action-and-reaction.
Yes I vampirized someone and my Karma is having a lot of energy because I drained someone while their Karma is being lifeless because they didn’t set protections.
Some people do it to debilitate the person when you wanna attack them… if that makes sense.
As a way of destroying the natural defences to make them more vulnerable for baneful workings.
That doesn’t explain why they eat it. I use energy draining techniques banefully, it’s a good way to make someone you want to limit weak. But I don’t want that shit inside me, especially NOT from someone I’m feeling negative about. It’s even easier to drain it into the Earth than bring it all the way to you as they are directly connected to the Earth or close to it.
The difference between regular magicians and vampires is the ability to repattern any energy into a compatible format. This is the same kind of transformation that usually takes years of practice to achieve for ones own negative energies but it is a natural capacity from a more evolved soul designed to do it to any energy source. Only real risk is overload on too much energy or being sloppy and not taking a few minutes to digest your meal and letting it stagnate.
From humans I find that unlikely, as they are not great sources of a lot of energy, not when you are able to siphon abundantly from the sun or cosmos or anything really.
The greater risk is picking up imbalance in the energy including unregulated emotions and sickness including cancers, addictions, childhoos traumas and mental instability: all that is in the energy system of anyone with those issues.
This is the “dirt” I am referring to in the analogy of the muddy puddle. Unless you’re siphoning from a meditating monk you’re not going to avoid that no matter how much you try to filter it, … you are what you eat is pretty literal in this practice.
More importantly, the simple fact that most people claiming to “be vampires” don’t have the sensitivity to feel these thing as they take, makes them all the more vulnerable. You can’t “filter” what you can’t feel is there.
Well, this is where practitioners can disagree because some of them do believe they can filter the energy. But I guess that’s how occultism work, everyone do what they prefer and works for them
Difference between magicians, parasites and vampires once again. Life energy from a human is preformatted you need only transform the parts that aren’t compatible and it is more efficient than pulling from the cosmos for effort vs reward when you can transmute in this fashion directly.
This is the ability that marks true vampires from non-vampires the ability to transform and repattern these energies efficiently into a raw state that is capable of fueling and building the vampires own soul. True vampires are a superior evolution on the base soul structure designed for this kind of ability and the sensitivity needed to work on this level. It is hard to believe for one without that capacity and without the sensitivity to witness it or see the differences on the level of the soul but it is there and of startling efficiency. That is not to say regular magicians and such can’t achieve that ability but they need to be in tune enough with their soul to modify it and engineer its structure to have this ability. Which would be on the level of one that has attained decent mastery of the body of light in more traditional perspectives.
Karma is bullshit indeed. Some people deserve to be vamped off, others less so much it’s not like you’re actually draining their blood. They could always regain the energy lost, by falling in love or something, or a kundalini awakening.
I do it because of individual gnosis. When I was 12, one vampiric image was imprinted in my mind, and throughout my life I have not seen anything more divine than he. If person beholds a god, he strives to become like him, isn’t he?
To be honest, I can’t feed people’s energy communicating with them or visualizing as described in most manuals. I lose more than I gain. Sexual vampirism is easier and more notable for me.
I am radical introvert and could live without communication at all. An intention to learn how to feed on people is rather hypercompensation and desire to return what is usually taken from me.
What about other egregors, I have studied and experimented with different ones a lot but I didn’t feel myself a part of them. In general, I believe that any egregor is vampiric at its inception, and only then, having accumulated enough energy, can it share it with its adepts. Yes, it is usually masking with pompous words about kindness, generosity, etc. All charismatic leaders are essentially vampires. And this is not their fault. It means that they do everything right.
Mr. Nietzsche is partially right, but he misunderstands introverts. Most introverts get eaten by the many in a crowd. However, if you prefer to spend time alone, chances are that you don’t feel lonely at all and regenerate instead of eat yourself.
Double post, for some weird reason. Let me edit and say that developing vampiric techniques is a part of the natural progression of my spiritual path, not so much a specific choice. This has taught me a lot about not letting my energy flow off in large crowds and keeping a closed energetic system even, if I feel it necessary