Honestly, the title basically sums it up.
I have a sort of unique way of contacting/evoking a spirit where I do so in a bath. I’ve found the water acts as both a shield from and a conductor for spirits. I don’t do full rituals in the bath often, but for communication (like asking what offerings they would like or even if they’ll help me) and even astral work, this method works really well for me… Except for the time a spirit grabbed my foot and yelled hello, scaring me so bad I jumped, but that was unusual
With that out of the way, it brings me to my question; why do I keep falling asleep when I try and do this lately? Almost every damn time. It’s like every time I try and get into my “zone” lately, I either fall asleep or I just can’t make the connection. So I’m at the point where I’m wondering if maybe I’m just too tired (I try to avoid magick when tired or sick because it goes awry) or if there’s something else at play. Like, could something be blocking me? Could a parasite or something be making it hard to evoke anything for whatever reason? Because even when I don’t fall asleep, I get nothing. I’m the TV trope of a witch who’s lost her powers lol.
Is this something anyone else has experienced? Do you think it could be something stopping me? Or should I just sleep for a few days? It’s so annoying…