When he is here I feel like one of those pictures. (which I will upload) I am one of those pictures in that moment. It I have a diffrent energy. It’s not all the time the same feeling. But I feel the huge power. As I could control everything and know everything.
So maybe it’s not all the time the same guy?
I don’t “see” a name. He is the guy with no name
Sorry for all those pictures, but they explain a lot more than words. And I had the urge to do it. Sind if you know that feeling.
I felt the same way when I started doing rituals, I felt a huge power that i could control or do anything, whether it was acceded to or not, just the fact that i performed a ritual and accomplished something, that the possibilities were there and endless…
Your line reminds me of some lyrics by Neil Young.
You should know who the deity with your ritual is, usually you specifically summon a demon from the Goetia or from whatever Grimoire you are using. Or if you are calling on the forces of darkness or the four quarters… And in doubt, ask for a sign if your ritual will be acceded to and ask also what deity will accede, I ask what deity will answer my call, give me a sign as to your idenity.
The thing is, I do one in a year a real ritual. When I feel the need to. Most of the time I only visualize. My daily skills are astral, changeling and giving advise.
The thing is, I change to another person when he is here. It’s just so magical
Normally I know. I talk to many diffrent spirits and co. This guy is making me crazy.