I’ll put some of what i put in my introduction here for context. But i would like to find out more but every thing on google seems to be tainted by the Christian paradigm.
From my intro
“The other day on a Facebook group I saw an illustration of what appeared to be a woman having ritual relations with a very Baphomet looking creature. It really stirred something up with in me. So I began to explore the erotic sensations welling up within myself. Somehow it felt very healing and empowering. Overall I felt very good about the experience. I woke up the next morning with a new magnetism but couldn’t explain. Like I was supercharged. The malaise and heaviness that I normally walk with had peeled back and I felt revitalized. I went about my day and I had a good day and I came home that night to find a coyote sitting in my parking space. In the school of thought I come from coyotes are Bringers of Omens. The coyote ran off and as I began to walk towards my house I saw the silhouette of a dark being. Blacker than night. Like a black hole of a silouette I’ve been warned about such things and instructed to be firm in boundaries expressing they are unwelcome if they mean harm.
So i did that, i went into my house, and went on with my night. The next morning, i wake up to a dead quail on my doorstep. Immediately I threw on my ritual garb, and did a cleansing on my house. I confided in a dear friend, and she told me that i probably opened myself up during my erotic fantasy…i really hope thats not the case. Anyways,
Hello, I’m here to learn new ways, cultivate my gifts, and meet others doing the same.
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