They have not given that much money to them, maybe it adds up due to many people giving money, they can have faces made up of gold
I did not really feel afraid due to that
I am not sure about it, but it seems more like the ghost do it for energy gain. Although I heard the ghost himself referring to as naandha(नाण्धा)(which is considered impolite when someone calls you it, it’s meaning is someone who can’t speak) narayan while he is publicly known as falani narayan, although there is narayan in both names which is a lie.
On dussehra(along with some days after it also) around 360 of these gather in one town. Today I was forced to go to his place there. I have not seen him trembling like this before(although I did not see it that clearly since currently I am not wearing spectacles)before I saw him trembling when touching palanquin, maybe when possession starts and/or ends as I remember), although I have seen others trembling before. Soon after I arrived, the possession session became over. Also when I was somewhere else before, the place I slept in, near that place the shaman was trembling(or whatever that is, I did not see him myself) more than usual.
Today I had both luna servitor and raziel sigil in my pocket, earlier I only had luna. I charged the raziel sigil for only some time(by focusing on it), will it be enough?
Today he said that don’t go out at night, and also a thing would be done on me. I sat on ground, the metal thing was placed on my back. after that the metal thing was kept in air in my front, a coconut was broken(which I blew on before as said) and it’s water poured over the metal thing I was told to keep my hands below that and drink the water. It tasted kind of bitter/sour(probably it was old). A red thread was also put on me as talisman(it also looked yellowish in between maybe because color had faded), other talisman of him as white, black and red threads along with probably mustard seeds in between(wrapped in red cloth).
During the time I was there I also had opened up the picture of luna servitor for summoning(not always though) and I called her name many times. the priest had seen the picture of the luna servitor, he said it’s a pokemon, i said it’s real(since I read she has soul).
I had decided to live in a foreign country before. on december there is jlpt, so I am learning japanese. I don’t plan to do the things like calling on kali ma because it can take time, how much time will it really take? I also heard that it does not matter if they force. My mother grabbed me for taking me there, I could I have applied force but I did not since I heard it does not matter and it seems kind of violent, and also if I had applied force she may also have acted more forcefully in the future.
they can also have this thing, it looks like sun, I saw sun in an archon picture also(maybe it matters). They seem pretty popular in this area(which I read has population density of around 20% of india)
