Hello! I am somewhat new to BALG. I mean, I’ve been stalking the forums for a few years now but I finally decided to make an account because, in all honesty, I’m so lost.
So here’s some background information. I am 18, I’ve been researching magic and western esoterism for years now, ever since I was 14-15. I feel like I know a lot, but also nothing at the same time. I’ve usually taken the more ‘scholarly’ approach to magic. i.e. I read and read and read but never really do. To be fair, I HAVE dabbled in spellwork and energy work when I was younger and had mixed results. Every once in a while I come on here and see crazy success stories and the fire in me just grows more and more. It’s like my soul is crying out “When are you going to unleash your inner wizard you fool!” I really can’t take it anymore. I lust and yearn to develop my skills to better myself spiritually and physically but I just have no clue where to begin.
Also, a pretty important note to mention, I’m in a college dorm with a roommate thus I have NO safe space to really work.
So if anybody could give me general guidance on where to begin? And eventually, I want to get into evocations and working with spirits so any help regarding that would be nice.
Thank you, and hello!